When feeling changed.

What happens when she knows the truth?
  - The truth that the person she love, dont love her back.
  - The truth that the person she love, had interest on another girl.
  - The truth that she's been so FUCKING dumb knowing nothing about it.
  - The truth that she cried after knowing it.

What will you do when this happens on you instead of her?
There's only few typical reactions.
  - some cried and go over it.
  - some stood there, and couldn't move on
  - some couldn't bother less about it.

What about those who knows about her stories?
  - Some felt pity over her.
  - Some might cry along with her.
  - Some will stand by her.

Thn what about the person that she love?
Only one answer.
  - Dont effing care about her.

Life is just so typical isn't it? So unfair, reality, and cruel.
You left me there and yet you dont care.

d.e.a.d

cute!

Hello people.

Apparently my blog is dead. Haven't been updating it for ages already. Even for new year, school reopens, birthdays and all the up coming events. I dont know what to say. There's just so many to update. I think imma gonna update one by one and you'll eventually get bored of it. I'll "rumuskan" hahaha. Actually, not only my blog is dead, my msn, facebook, all those which relates to internet is dying. I dont know why, i dont have to mood mari on9 la, specially when school is here. Even if i had the time, i'll rather sleep. lol.

New Year

Actually, there's nothing much to talk about my new year because it had been a SUPER busy new year i've actually been through. My elder sister's wedding was that day. Berturut-turut 3 days ( 1st, 2nd and 3rd of Jan ) I haven't been sleeping well. Slept at most was only 4hrs in a day. Yea, can die! Here's some photo during the wedding. :D

When we're making the boys suffer. *thumbs up

A picture with cousin. Not much photo taken cause i was FREAKING busy. =/

At my brother-in-law's place

Dinner at my bro-in-law's place. :D

Alright, one update is done! Now for the continues.

SCHOOL REOPEN

Here's something new about the school.

- Form 5 classes are on the topest floor. ( Hate this, it's friggin tiring to walk all the way up but this made me lazy to go toilet. hahaha )

- New canteen!! ( Friggin love the variety of food there. There's Roti Canai, Nasi Ayam, Burger and Yong Tou Fu but chicken aint as nice as last time. )

- Pure-Science class had their streaming, and most of them wasn't very satisfied over it. =/

what else.. what else.. I can't think of it. There's nothing much new other thn the canteen. lol

Than, the 5F (senior year!) remains as usual no changes because we're the only acc-sub. So yea, this we had friggin alot of h/w! There's so much to do. Anyway, i'll stop here. The others will update next time when i come around internet surfing again. Goodbye people!

ps : You're so irrisistable. x]

Chai Hong - Jay Chow

3 malls back to back

26th

Outing with Marvin, Yi Yang, Maverick, Xingxing, My sis, Me & Megat which join us in Tropicana Mall.
Main thing is we went from Pyramid to Tropicana Mall to Pyramid again thn to Summit.

Now i realize with a car it was so much easier thn without a car. Yi Yang drove us here and there for the whole day. Thanks Yi Yang!! Actually, we were all planning to watch Avatar in Pyramid. Bloody hell packed! The cinema was so full that most of the avatar ticket was selling fast in every hall no matter what time.

I tried to watch avatar 3 times and i failed. Yes, 3 times. Xing tried to book the day before it but it was full. Thn the desperate Yi Yang drove us to Tropicana Mall for movie only. I know, before this i haven't heard of it either but they do have GSC cinema there & for me, the fourth time only i get to watch Avatar and even in Tropicana mall we have to sit the 5th row from the screen. Yea, it is DAM close to the screen but over all, the movie was great. Some said it was over rating, to me it was great. XD Therok Macho! * i think i spelled it wrongly* lol!

Anyway, we ate Kenny Rogers at Pyramid first before we head to Tropicana Mall. We went back Pyramid to shop for dinner dress thn headed back home. Me and my sis needed to join in with my parents while the others went back home. :D The whole day was fun cause Marvin was making alot of noise and entertaining the people in the car. lol

Ps : i have no idea what you were thinking right now. You can treat me hot and cold from time to time. You know what? I felt really stupid to hope for so much. What am i actually thinking? For us to get back again? IF that's ACTUALLY possible. I feel so dumb.

Have you been naughty this year?

you see me angle or devil?

Merry merry christmas people!

As you can see, i've changed my blogskin again. But this time, i'm more satisfied with it compare to the previous one. It's brighter and did i mention before that i love bright blogskins? xD

Anyway, went pyramid with Jezri before xhee kee arrive. Since xhee kee have to work, i went with Jezri first. Wanted to watch a movie but ended up x ada movie all fewww. What to do. So, we went makan in Bar BQ Plaza. It was my 3rd time there. XD

Thn went countdown with Xhee Kee and Jezri. We bump into Razlan, John and Pravin. Had alot of fun and i was looking really wet like how last year was. Pyramid was very PACKED specially the new open club ; OPERA. No i did not go in, i saw the croud form the outside. Heard pretty alot of comments about the club. =/ Oh well, everybody wants new stuff.

Played the snow spray outside pyramid and it was awesome. Got sprayed like crazy and i was the target when i ran out of spray. =X Anyway, i had an aweeesome night with the friends. It was only my second time going countdown and they have this snow spraying event just by the pyramid main entrance. ;)

After we leave pyramid it was already 1.10am if i'm not mistaken, so we decided to yum cha at Carlos Tanjung in usj9 along with Razlan they all. I was suggested to take taxi there and we almost got con by the taxi driver. Shit ass! The taxi driver first said 30 ringgit thn i had a bargain with that fella, he said 25 is the lowest and to me, it is still conning. So, i suggested to ask the taxi driver at the bus stop instead of the ones outside new wing.

Reach Carlos with a satisfied bargain. The workers there was very welcoming with my horns. lol. I wore the red "lighted" horns to Yum cha. I didnt stay for long, my dad came and pick me up thn i headed home. Owh! I bump into alot of seafieldians in Carlos. I can see alot of them hang out there.

After home, went party in neighbour's place. They had a BBQ session and i was invited. It's not good to decline ppl when they invite you o. Lol, so i went there after i shower and have some talk with the neighbour. They were being really friendly. ^^ Stayed there till around 3.30 thn i headed home. I was exhausted! i jump ont my bed and started snooring already. =/

Well, over all i had a merrily christmas that i haven't been trying it out until today. It was all so fun fun fun! Hope you guys had a jolly merry christmas!

Ps : i miss you, hope you'll msg me once u got back. I've got so many things to tell you. ):

The annoying itch!

Haven't been taking self photo for long. So i terpaksa put this photo just incase too much of words bored you guys. Anyway, today and yesterday had been great though some little things failed me but it was all-so-fun. ^^ Want to know what little things? Go on and read, i'll tell.

Watched a few movies lately.

1st.

Rating 5.5/10

It was touching but not as what i expected it to be. I thought it was a romantic, lovely comedy but i was wrong. I dont want to spoil ur movie la. Go watch it yourself. (:

Rating 7/10

Yea, It's 2012. No i did not watch in cinema. But it was so-so to me. May be bcos my tv aint as big as the cinema screen. Like everybody said, if i was the director, i'll change the ending bcos the ending doesnt make sense. =/

Than some Korean Drama, and Taiwan Drama show. It was nice because i like this type of "fairytale" type of movie. XD

Let's talk about the "failed happening" that happened previously is my baking! My god, failed badly until i dont know how to describe it. Lol. The very first time making tiramisu with a friend of mine. Thought he was a good chef but turn out that he haven't been making tiramisu before. Tiramisu is different from the others because we dont need oven to make it. Only refrigerator will do. So there we tried twice and failed twice. The 1st time was me didnt read the method properly while the second time is i dont know why either. lol

So there it is a failure. Lol. But imma gonna keep baking it but not tiramisu anymore. Gonna bake using oven because it's much easier. ^^

Than today went Kelvin's "xmas" party. ( He dont even have a xmas tree! ) haha. but it was fun cause i watched ZOMBIELAND there. Yea, it's better to watch it in the cinema but owh wells, x ada teman. :( Btw, I totally agree with people saying that zombieland is another version of Left 4 Dead 2.

Than the highlight of the day was..

MI DADDY'S BIRTHDAY!

Bought him (...) Dont want to tell you what & the cake i made was surpose to give it to him. Since it failed so.. no cake. Lol. Sorry la, this is like the 2nd time for me to bake cake u know. Dont blame me, blame my talent lol. Baking aint my thing.

Alright, although my dad wont see this but, I LOVE YOU DADDY! You're always been the best daddy i've got & also the only one. :D

Give myself a rest

Hey hey,

Wonder if ppl still drop by my blog anymore. Since it's dead pas few weeks ago. Sincerely apology people, because i couldn't come on9 for so long. Ever since i shifted my house there's no internet until recently & honestly, my stupid line is not working so well. It'll suddenly disconnected when i was msn'ing. It's really annoying bcos i have to retype my password over and over again thn refresh fb page or wtv page.

Anyway! Let's see what i've done so far the holidays.

- steamboat at my place
- Yum cha thn to pyramid with xing, pok & mt
- Br with friend
- Yum cha with friend
- Wonder around my area to look for the padangs with friend
- Bsb at usj 20
- Pyramid with kp
- & 2ml baking with a friend at my place too.

Technically, my holidays is super lifeless. I need some sports to do atleast. Go jogging! Yes, this way i can keep fit too. hahaha. & kp, no i'm not a stick! I've got meat. :P

Owh, my maid just arrived today. XD & she have got so much to do. Muahahahaha, i dont need to do housework anymore & i can go out more easily now. <3! Wait, i've got a laptop in my room. XD I can on9 till morning if i want to but even tho i've got it, i dont have much to do facing the comp. So might as well i go sleep. x)

That's about it people, until i've got better things to do i'll update. ^^

Fireflies - OwlCity

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,

'Cause everything is never as it seems

what can i say?

Yes, it's forever dead already. Dont know what to update about bcos i didnt go out. wtf. plan failed as usual. Hate it la, bcos it's all so up setting. ): I really need to go out. Been rotting like crap. I need plans and outings! This holiday pass so quickly. Can you believe it? 3 more weeks till school reopen. Bosan la! I need to go out like crazy! And to those who knows me better, my niece been part of my life already. Getting out, yum cha or any other outings, i'll have to see my niece. wtf? iknow. I'm like a mother now. TT

Ahh, hate my holidays, i need to go out. Because my new place dont have internet yet did i mention? Astro is on few days back saja. Which means so long i stayed there i've got ntg to do other thn taking care of my niece only. >_> I'm dam sad.

Addicted wtf?!

Ahhh, i'm addicted to the movie Beyond The Realm Of Conscience. The main actress and the sub-main was So real! haha, The evil look and the way they take revenges makes the whole movie dam interesting. Go watch go watch! Now I'm near to ending already! Cant wait to see how it ends!!

Beyond The Realm Of Conscience

Highly recommended! Btw, i dont need to wait for it to load in internet or wait for 5 days to get the dvd from those dvd shop because i've got ASTRO ON DEMAND. :P Haha

Byebyee

often the words got tangled up in a line

because words aren't expressive enough on what we've done. (:

It was on the 20th of November, we went Lagoon to celebrate her BIRTHDAY. It was really awesooooooooomahhhhh!

Had really alot of fun. Tho the rides is like, membosankan already but with friend's aint that bosan. When i go up 360 surprisingly i wasn't scared anymore & annoying thing was, i got headache. Samo we sat tomahawk right after 360. @.@ But i still belum step into Scream Park, Extreme park, and Wildlife la!

I prefer water park although they dont have much rides there. XD Anyway, gonna stop talking about lagoon. I'm here to give the Gorilla a big shout out.

Gorilla?

Yepppp!

Soo Xingxing

Sudah enambelassss laaaaa. Happy Happy Happy Sweet Sixteen & Happy Birthday. Hope you freaking love our cake! And of cos, hope u enjoyed you day. I'm not gonna talk so much about you because it's all in my head. XD LOVE YOU LA!

us, before changing (this year)

Let's flash back. I laughed at those photo we took. XD

omg, remember? (last year)

hahahaha, KFC! (last year)

OMG OMG! i can nvr forget this. hahaahahahah (last year)

3K till night. (last year)

Keith's Party (last year)

My goodness, looking at what we did, i laugh out really loud. It was all so quick. Like 2 years ago what we did and what we did last year it was all so CRAZY and MEMORABLE! I miss it la. I really do.

Anyway, need to end it here. HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY XING! <3 u much!

Pao signing off!

Night peep