i've got a sick obsession

Woot! I just realize i've skip quite few weeks about my blog. Too many things had happened, i have noidea where to start!!!

Listed of what happen past few weeks

1. My little niece is born! First seen the light on mothers day. :D ( my elder sis's first daughter)

2. My little nephew is out! :D It was on the last wednesday! (my bro's first son which makes him a dad of 2)

3. I'm sick of pyramid. been there for too many times! I need to get to new shopping malls!

4. exam after another one. I had exam after school exam. wtf? i know. it suck

5. having tuition during holidays. ( how idiotic holidays i have )

So in short, i have the most boring/unplanned/unorganize holidays and i have 3 babies in the house! imma professional in baby now! :D hahahaha. ( sound so old! )

Sorry for my dead blog. Life not that happening and i've got no photo. i need to get a new phone to picture down all my happenings..

Tell you al lil something that happened when my niece was about to born. Me, my mom, and my younger sister was there all together. we waited about half an hour still my niece didnt manage to see the light yet so, my mom called my grandma. My Grandma told that my niece is too shy to come out because my mom was there. ( chinese believes ) Than my mom went out and waited at the ground flour ( labour room is in the second floor of QHC ) Immediately, my niece came out and cried freaking loudly. How ironic right? It's like wether or not we should believe all these..

anyway other thn those that happened, i also,

So far during holidays

1. went yum cha with jun yang & ltr play pool with his friends.

2. Went yum cha with kp in old town. ( atleast we catched up alot )

3. Went yum cha with yong cheng ( so konon want go movie ) lol

4. Went out with alvin for 3 days turut turut. lol ( went 1 day trip to 3K, empayar mall, thn pyramid *thumbs up! We sat public trans whole day. was pretty fun! XD )

5. tuition tuition & tuition.

Now what i want to do/go :

1. Get some new cloths.. ( casual dress specially )

2. Go taipan! I want yum cha thr. very long didnt go d.

3. go out with xhee kee! lol!

4. go sungai wang with vanessa!

5. Get something new to wear for foot. :D

Well, thats all. Teachnically, what i want to do is to shop al long & as much as i want. XD

signing off siewman

the fairytale in ur head had become ur new bestfriend.

I havent heard of this band before. May be i'm outdated but they're good. (:

I'm having alot of problems lately, dont know where to start and i have no idea where it'll end up be. The ending point seems to be so far away. All i need is a person there to listen, because there's very few of them who will understand. Very few..

Not all will understand my situation now, all i need is a shoulder to lean on. Where're you when i needed you? You use to be so close and now you're absolutely a stranger who doesnt even bother what's happening now dont you? I guess you dont give a damn on what happened/happening.

I use to trust you so much until these days, you use to listen to me when i'm down. A caring bestfriend whom i care for.. Guess when time passes, people do change..

There's lot more other problem i should concentrate on.. I'm so lost for this first time. Everything's changing, you, ....

If the time would just stop, and let me rearrange everything back to where it surpose to be. I would choose to hide through out this journey, choose not face any of this shyts. Choose to run away because there's no way out of this maze..

"Happiness could be a simple thing"
 but why do i see it the different way?

i think i feel my heart skip a beat.

I dont know what am i doing, but i'm loving the feeling i'm having right now.

Exam's hereeeeee!! I'm paranoid'ing! Shyt! :(
Oh, i'm loving this song too. I just found out that colbie caillat got this song. XD
Anyway, i wanted to update about something thn to think about it.. I dont think i should.
Anyhow, enjoy the song cause i'm enjoying it.
Off to tuition now. Goodbye!

Ps : ihateexamsssssss!

siewman signing off

I love Giraffe!!

Wooot! Went out with Junyang yesterday to watch

Ip Man 2

I'll definately rate it 9/10. It's very touching in a way. But now i want to watch Iron Man 2. Jun Yang said Ip Man was better but both is AWESOME! There's so many movies i want to watch but i dont think i've got a chance to anymore. Exams are by the corner. Left 2 weeks and all i cant say if i'm ready at all. I cant fail any subjects this time. Not even moral otherwise all my stuff will be confiscated.

Yesterday's outing was fun though it was super tiring. Shoped with Junyang for his shoe, my shirts and presents. Oh oh, btw! I'm now having the urge over

Giraffe!

I've got myself a giraffe strap! It's so cute!!! Hahaha, and Junyang dont say i'm childish/L.O.A of whatsoever! Cause Giraffe's are so so cute! hahahaha. I'm looking for a giraffe handphone hanger now. Wooo! :D

Well that's all people! Goodnight! Offffffffffff to study! -.- Bye now.

Signing off siewman

Watching WALLE!

The Little things that made life great

Bryan Loh!

Wow, i cant tell how sweaty i went after all the dancing. Anyhow, i'm here to announce that I'M SO SO SO OUTDATED! Gosh! It's so embarrassing when i didnt even know IP Man 2 is already out. So does Iron Man 2. I want to watch! :(

Talking about Iron Man,

Vincent did something very bad. HE LIED TO THE PEOPLE HE FFK'ED! ahahahaha! Funny how the story went. I'm backing the one for FFK'ED and LIED by Vincent. Vincent so bad right? XD Hahahahaa! Dont blame me, Who ask u to lie? You could have just tell the truth. They wouldnt be so mad.

Well, after HSM3, now i'm addicted to this song, innocence - Avril Lavigne.

Innocence - Avril Lavigne

I found a place,

 so safe not a single tear,

The first time in my life,

Now it's so clear,

Feel calm where i belong,

I'm so happy here,

So strong and i'll let myself be sincere,

I wouldnt change a thing about it,

This is the best feeling,

time had reach it's limit, where i have to let go.

Please blind fold me, and guide me to the right place where i belong. Where people are always there to lean a hand ; the fantasy which i dream almost every night. If it only happens...

Well! Hello hello hello! Guess what, i'm here to post a birthday post which have been long since i last post a birthday post. :D hahaha.

Diane Sim!

haha, bet you'll laugh Diane though i know u hardly come to my blog but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I only get close to you this year. Honestly, i use to think you're very scary. Even though we're from the same primary till now, i never really talked to u until this year. Right? Hahaha. But now i know, you weren't scary at all! & abit blur at times also. I cant say i know u very well, but at least we talk more thn we use to be. Lol!

Shannel Chee!

I know i always write ur name with the extra N. But now i know, it's SHANEL! hahaha

It's been 1 year we've known each other. I know i always ask for tissue cause of my running nose. & i always forget to bring mine but atleast at times i'll bring mine. hahaha! & you use to be santa claus in class giving out sweets all the time. Hahaha, we're not so close until form 4 when we're in the same stream. It's fun talking to you because practically, you laugh about anything & your laughter will jangkit to those whos sitting beside u. Hahahaha! Me, you and Megan the bising ones in tuition class until teacher have to indirectly tell us about how Megan use to be so quiet in tuition until we two came along. Lol! However, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANEL CHEEEE!

Shauna Voon

I still remember when we first met was the time when we're form 1. I made the move asking you to sit bside me. So daring la me! hahahahaha! It's funny flashing back the old times. Now we're in the same bod! Hahaha. Anyhow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY EDITOR!!

Last but not least!

Jacqueline!

I know u'll be scolding me when you see this post. I've got no choice other thn curi ur profile pic from blog. I dont have a duet photo with u. XD

I knew you since form 1! When we have ironicly bump into the same class. You're a truely understanding friend. Even though we dont talk much but whenever i share my dirty little secrets with you, you'll know the exact way to make it up to me. I'm so glad i've met you! Hahaha, thanks for the little things you did and gave! <3!! Anyhow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQ!!!!!

Well, that's all guys! It's a long long birthday post.

I want it that way - Westlife

A band whom i love!

Signing off Siewman.

when the fireflies led up the room

this picture is awesome! <3!! hahaha

Btw, Picture credits to Loh Chung Meng, Han Jin, Shauna, and those photographer of the day. XD That's all i wanted to say. hahaha, Oh wait, there's also 1 thing..

I'm actually loving this song after IR.

Can i have this dance - HSM3.

With siewman signing off

It must have been the way

It's wasnt bad at all. :D

I cant deny, LEO IR was great! Specially the light dance/performance. Whole time was very enjoyable. :D Though i did something too very embarrasing + stupid, but it's all worth it. Atleast now the balloon that had hidden inside me had finally bursted. Feel much relieve.

Honestly, if i were to write about that night, it'll definately be the most longest post i've ever written, so i guess i'll just kept it and post some picture. XD Btw, something more embarrased..

Click to enlarge cos im hard to spot.

So embarrasing i tell u. First time getting up there for best dress. But i aint as stricking as iQan whom stood with me. XD His the undertaker. lol

i like this pic.

Well, that's all i'm gonna talk about. Other thn that, Oh!

My date for the night. Well, it's fun! Hahaha, The slow dancing was akward but after that, i danced with Guo Hao. Sorry. XD It was fun dancing with Guo Hao cos he like banging ppl around. XD hahaha

But overall was fun though

Chong xhee kee got her own time with her special someone which almost the whole school knew about it.XD Anyhow, i <3 dancing with u! :D

ps :

You're the Greatest person i've met. I hate you because i still do care. Anger took over me. I take back all my words about you. I realize i've been dumb for being the different siewman. I shall not change. I never regreted, because you lays the best memories in me. It feels much relieve after i took the last step. Now that i know, i'm moving on without doubts. (: Your smile still do light up the whole town. :D

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

The silence isn't so bad,

Till I look at my hands and feel sad,

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly.

piece of sweet in sour

Urgh! Stupid idiotic facebook that i cant get in. I have no idea why. It use to be so smooth going into facebook. Few clicks and there i am doing something i wanted to do. But not today. I used a different comp just to get into facebook. Seems like today just aint the day. Anyhow, i'm not here to blog about facebook though i do have the intention to screw fb upright downleft. lol

2ml's I.R. I'm not denying that i'm actually nervous about it. For some particular reason this time, this event feels more alive rather thn all the pervious one. ( i wont mention what events as it could turn out to be a sensitive issue ) lol.

& something strange! I'm back to basketball (again) because i have a bsb court way near my place. Walking distance within 5 minutes. It's been ages since i last go for a real shooting and thru that hopefully i'll get to grow again. It's not so chunted being my height. Dont be stupid, i'll never call myself short but i'm just not satisfied with my own height. Like the ceramah speaker said few days ago, "get all the negative thoughts away from your mind". I am doing that now. XD

Talking about the ceramah, that speaker was good. He's essence was awesome! Honestly, i adore those ppl that could speak the english properly with the uk essence. Not just that, that speak actually give out RM10 to people who answer some question! Everybody's attention was widen when he pulls out red coloured note out of his wallet. How generous of him right?

Unfortunately, the 2 of the lucky student got the money with wide smiles not me :( ( Guess my luck aint that good )& i was insulted by the speaker. He pronounce my name siew "man" as in the lelaki, man! My face almost turned red after that happened. Hahaha, his good in catching our attention as you know our level of paying attention to them ( teachers, speakers, boring ppl ) are very low yet he still manage to make us concerntrate to him.

But KABC classes didnt manage to get in. Dont know why only D - H class need to attend. May be teachers are indirectly telling us that we arent respecting them. =/ and i'm not so sure if I J attended the ceramah. Well, thats all guys! I dont have a main point today, just crapping what's in my mind to prevent my blog being dead. lol.

Make a wave - Demi and Joe
Just a pebble in the water,
Can set the sea in motion,
A simple act of kindness,
can stir the widest ocean