it's only been a day,

i miss you.

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Cause i was born to tell you i love you,

and i am torn, to do what i have to,

to make you mine,

to stay with me tonight.

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I'm tired of being all alone,

and this solitary moment,

makes me want to come back home.

Secondhand Serenade

Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade

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The best thing about tonight that's we're not fighting

Could have we had been this way before

I know you dont think that i'm trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

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But hold you breath

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you

Over again

Dont make me change my mind

Or i wont live to see another day

i swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

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This is not what i intended

I always swore to you i never fall apart

You always thought that i was stronger

I may have failed

but i have loved you from the start

Oohh..

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But hold you breath

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Dont make me change my mind
Or i wont live to see another day
i swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
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So breath in so deep
Breath me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
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Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Dont make me change my mind
Or i wont live to see another day
i swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
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Tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Dont make me change my mind
Or i wont live to see another day
i swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
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Oh-So-Not-My-Day

oh-so-not-my-day
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yesh, the world champion!! x)

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Sorry la, i didnt post up my puppy's picture.. =/ i dont have phone nowadays. And i'm planning to be more concerntrated on to books! no time, time is running out! ( and i still got time to update my blog ... wtf? )

nah! show you the not-so-looking like my dog picture.

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my puppies are something like this.. I got black one, Brown one, Darker brown ( the mother's skin colour )

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i heard my mommy said that there's two male and 4 females.. Yeap! 6 of them my mimi's perut and "poot" there they arrive in this world.. xD thanks to mimi ( my pet dog mimi which is also the puppy's mom ). The puppies are uber small yet cute. the biggest they grow is ... i dont know how to explain but just small. x)

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Ps : Not to say i didnt inform you guys, these miniature pinchers are Super noisy.. Beware! yes, they dont bite, but they have sharp barking voice. LOL!

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So now xing! cant complain that i didnt upload my puppies picture.. Though they're not the one but they are something like my puppies. hehe!

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Last but not least, my boyfriend is too occupied into studies!! i want him moreeee~... lmao.

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kay!! byebye~

xoxo

Pao!

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enjoy! i find this song dam nice. x)

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One step at a time - Jordan Spark
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One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

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Exams

Pre-PMR Is Finally Over, But PMR is Next!
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hello world

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The final exams before PMR is finally end/over. Next is PMR already. Time flies man!! coulden believe that when i 1st started to be in seafield ( Form 1 ) and "bam" here we are form 3 suffering the "tensionness".
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For Maths

was ok, cos i did do some revising before i go for exams... =)
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For B.I

i did wrong format for paper 2!! Alamak!! =/ ish ish! bad~ Surppose to write down my address and also the company address but what i did was, i only wrote down the company's address! =( And we're surppose to sign at the left side but i signed at the right side.. wtf? =.="
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For B.M
Everything was ok la!! x) Atleast things wasnt that bad.. x) but what i know, paper 1 i only got 22.. T.T
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For Science
Ahhhh!! this this this... this subject!! D= I did wrongly for question 7.. whole question i got 0! T.T sadcase la... and that question was easy! +.+''
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For Geografi
Lol!! There's one question which i actually thought was wrong but end up i'm right!! xD yeada yeada yeada i know you're thinking that only 1 question only ma.. but every score counts laaa.. x)
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For Others
was alright and ok.. accept for sejarah.. My worst nightmare.. T.T have to concerntrate more in sejarah! xD

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And for now...

A belated birthday shoutout for my girlfriend Yong Ai Lin! x))

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( 20.9 )

Than A Happy Birthday for Wong Jenn Li

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( because i cant find any solo picture of Jenn's, that's why i'm putting this pic )

( 23.9 )
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- since they both shares the birthday on a same month, this makes a easier job for me.. ^^ -

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Our 6th Month

Our Lovable 6th Month!

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Oh My Goodness!!! 6th Month and we're still counting!!!

Didnt think of going so far yet it succeed..

Baby, I'm still counting for more more more more more months and years of anniversary with you! xD

HAPPY HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY! <3>

Pao heart kopi!

17.3

17.7

17.10

Just Another Casual Day

Just Another Casual Day
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Gahh!! second post in a day! =)
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aww!! xing! you're my boyfriend since i'm your girlfriend. xD

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the other day after Kem Sejarah i went to xing's house for some chit-chatting as it have been long since we did that. It's fun chit-chatting with a random mind thinks alike. Hehe... here's some pic
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& btw, Kem Sejarah was so-so for me.
I like the Cheers for every group and our skecth for the day was very sucky!
Believe it or not, we just suck at it. =(
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Gimme a Big SMILE!

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S = siew man

M = memang

I = inteligent

L = like

E = everyday

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A close look at me! =.=" too ugly!!  haha!

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Xing is too perverted to snap this pic. xD

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well, guess that's all for today! toodless, time to sms baby! bye~

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Hey Juliet Baby Version

Grab from Xing's blog. She's really updated with songs. xD

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will you want me? ( x3 )

Hey juliet,

i think you're fine..

u really blow ... ( cant hear what is she singing ) LOL!

Interact installation was successfull!

Lol, interact installation was successfull! x))
hmm... there's some video for our installation.
enjoy!
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here's Ken Yong - Our Vice President.

Leonie - Our President.
and Diane - Our President Elect.

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Secretary - Puteri

Asst. Secretary - Chong Xhee Kee

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Club Service Director - Razlan

Asst. Club Service Director - Yuan Ping

Sergeant-At-Arm - Pravin

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Communitee Service - Wei Mund

Asst. Communitee Service - ME! Siew Pao!
Than they'll be
Treasurer - Jun Yi
Asst. Treasurer - Tan Li Jian

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Funding Director - John Tan

Asst. Funding Director - Tan Chong Hou

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Lol!! and i still have some pictures that i took before installation starts.. =) Will upload it with my puppies's picture soon. bye now!

Sunshines

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hello sunshines!!

Let's talk about some small thing about life

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What are you? Do you know yourself well enough?

that you know that you're bad, evil, good or better? fabulous? famous or even glamorous? Are you who you are whenever and wherever? By what way you know your friends love you? How would you know when they dont?
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Humans are complicated, the complex one..

you woulden know what they think, what they want, and never expect what they'll do to you. Even though you guys were bestfriends, will you know how they think about you at times?

• Judging
• Complaining
• Nagging
• Backstabbing
• Talking bad bout others

thats what human do. Not to say that they thinks that their perfect ; they know their not, but somehow, they just start talking bad about people.. Lots of people have this habit, includes me. but some just kept quiet for what they think about others ; those who tolerates. ( these are someone you should appreciates )

So far, i met only one person who tolerates, that doesnt complain how people treated him/her, how people acted towards her/him ( not gonna say who ). As what he/she said, why judge? why nag? why backstab since it'll make it worst? i thought of that, it's true.. really!

Why? nomatter who you talks about, it'll turn out to be a rumor, than it'll cause troubles.. Why cant human just stop complaining, naging, backstabing, judging people when they know themself weren't so perfect AT ALL! No matter how pretty you look, how nice you've been.. you'll have some imperfection deep in.

In no matter how, people will know whats wrong with you and only sees the bad part of you. Thats how they started to judge people. One silly question,

If there's a half bottle of water, which way will you see it? half bottle full? or half bottle less? usually, it'll be half bottle less.

See the difference? Hardly people will realize your good deeds, but your imperfection they'll remember as always. Forgive and forget? Its forgive but not forgotten.

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( here i am - Lola Scott )

What about love

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What's with all the silence dad?

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Was in the car with him, silence fill the air, not a single sound came out in both of us until.. His phone rang, he picked it up and started to talk to his friend. It was a very busy day, the car stoped at the traffic light, beside the beautiful garden.. The road was filled with busy running cars, i took a look at the flowers swinging gently, the sound of his slowly faded away... As the red light turns green, the car started moving.. I thought " dad? whats with all the silence? why didnt you make a single sound? at least ask me how was my tuition..." but no, he didnt.. he asked " Have you eaten? " Atleast that wasnt so bad, but after that i expected him to ask more, but he didnt ; he stoped and just stared at the road.

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Reached home with our usual long faces, i was thinking " why does it call a home when none of our heart is there... " no one was at home by that moment, i went and relaxed my mind.. but instate of relaxing, i was thinking alot of bullshits ( negative ). Than baby came into my mind ; his like someone i always needed! His like the one that made me feel better when i'm at the worst.
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[ baby i love you! ]
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i slept after that, till 3.30 in the afternoon. Woke by the alarm for some school activities. A backdrop painting that really made me feel much better than home. ^^ ( A big family of interacters ) i was fully painted, ok, may be not fully painted in paint, but almost..  Did i mention that i fell down on the way to the padang? Blame the hole that got ont eh floor. I blindly steped into it and fell like a pig! =.=" Daine and Xhee Kee was laughing hardly.. XD After the painting, headed back to Razlan's house.. Was plan to go to the bazaar but it's too late.. =/ than Leoni they all plan to go summit for some activities and also buka puasa, sad case i didnt manage to join them =( Anyway, thanks to Xhee kee's mom for droping me back home. =)

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Since i didnt manage to grab some Pizza/ McD/ KFC with them.. i, my sis, my mom and dad went and had some McD. There's some new stuff in McD.. i've tried them. both are GOOD! it's McFlurry added with some choc/strawberries and also spicy shake that puts onto the french fries. Try them. ^^
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the night time, my family had a really close activities together. ;) we sat on the bed and had some " family " talking.. ( some privacy ) than had supper outside in puchong. ^^ Just the four of us, dad, mom, sis and me. I enjoy alot! Thanks dad!

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above all was about yesterday! x) [ saturday ]

now, it's all about sunday! [ today ]

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woke up around 12.55 pm, have to rush for tuition since it started at 2.00 pm. so i made myself a cup-a-mee than bath, than to tuition. Got E.R.T for tuition today, it was hell BORED! met a new friend name Thiba ( dont really know how to spell her name ), she's an indian and she's quite friendly ^^. We talked for most of the time. The E.R.T teacher really suck, all she says was.. Let me do an example
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teacher : ok, tengok muka surat 2, elektrik awak mesti tau apatu plag 3 pin 12A ( draws the 3 pin plag ). Balik tengok apa fungsinya, dan ingat wayarnya.
students thinking : WTH?! what is this? she didnt even tell us what's the wayar's name..
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All she says was, balik ingat this and that.. balik ingat this and that. in 5 minute she get to finished up 5 chapter. Chunted right for a sucky teacher like her!! =.=" but she was kind somehow, she was really kind to the class and the class was uber quite. Guess what! there's 2 guys in E.R.T room. xD went back home around 6.30 and have to rush again to the wedding ceremony that is on 7.00!! =,=" It was fun though.. i was forced to drink alchohol by the cousins but i'm not drunk ok!! i'm not that bad. x) hehe, went back home around 11.++ than change and call baby. I was so lucky that baby have sleep yet!! Get to talk to him on the phone and used up 24 buck. =/ ( mommy gonna kill me T.T ).

[ here, there's some photos i snap ]

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belive me anot, it's a pig head my granduncle holding

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the red wine that my dad let me drink, too bad i didnt wan. xP

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instate of red wine, i drank this..

this is not mine, my grandma's one.. but no difference la! both is still beers

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me and my mom

( she's drinking beer add some other alchohol drinks )

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sis

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the spotlight/couples for the night

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The 38 ah sams

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the 3rd one from the left to right is the bride's mom-in-law

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well, thats for all.

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For the form 5's, tomorrow ya'll have exams. All the best in trials ya. Be confidence and score! x) Kay, i guess thats all for today.. bye!
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what about love - lemar
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what if i took my time to love you,

what if i put no one above you,

what if i did the things that really matter,

what if went through hoops of disaster..

pao <3>kp

my baby gave birth!

my tungku headed fringed. x)

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owh! my dog ( mimi ) had just Deliver little 6 angels into my life!

their so adorable yet so addictive!

i haven name all 6 of them yet..

any idea what should i name them?

and i'm giving out them to those who loves dog and also can manage to take good care of them.

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anyone interested in puppies, come to me.

i'll update some pic of those angels up here later on.

it's only as long as my finger, and as wide as my thumb.

thats it's size, small enough right?

their CUTE!

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Call me up if you know my phone no.

get from some1 who know me alright? x)

or may be tell me in school.

i'll be going to visit her this tuesday,

before 7.00 meet in Makbul Nasi Kandar.

bye

life

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HOHOHO! i've got my very own name card!

so very precious name card now.

1st!! 1st!! x)

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so, here goes

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1stly.. i've got my very own NAME CARD! Happy for me?lol

As for today school, just another dam old boring day.

trust me! you woulden wanna know how boring it was.

i guess those elder knows about it. xD

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anyway, i stayed whole day outside helping out my mom in the shop till 6.

and guess what time i take my bath? 6.++ P.M

yes!! it's on PM.

whole day out there wearing pinafore helping out my mom.

but nothing much to do, cause the period 3 - 6.++, not much customer as it was "tea time".

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so..., i went and have a few rounds of gambling with my granny and sis-in-law.

guess what, in ten rounds i only won once i think.

its was SO unfair!!! x(

and i'll have to shuffel the cards all the time. =.=" sad case..

what to do? i'm just another noob ass in gambling cards.

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than, headed home for my body to do some cleanning. lol

than have to rush out to take my dinner, than to tuition.

coincidencely, my Geography paper that my tuition teacher gave,

is the same as what the school teacher gave us.

we have already finish it up in a blink.

when the class is still doing no.7, we're already finished up the whole paper.

chunted right? ( winks eyebrows )

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well, that's the end of the day.. toodles!

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life? ever wonder what does it falls for? i went and search google.. lol!too free. x) but it's a little interesting to me. I really wanted to find out what does life really meant for. What is the true meaning of destiny for living in the past, the present, and also the future?

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it came in all of a sudden. I really desperately wanted to know about it. will life be just an act on the stage and when it comes to an end it'll just *poof* gone? or will our memories last that long as in forever? We will one day be forgotten.. Does it just end up that way? Than why do human work so hard for though they know that things they do will one day end up empty...

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ps : i've got a very terrible cough. ( felt like jangkiting it to someone )

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pao <3>kp

Webcam.

aint the day just bored?

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yea! school days been more and more bored.

every teacher came in and guess what the says

" boleh buat kerja sendiri. "

somehow, i prefer them to u know, teach us..? =/

yes, call me weird.

School's been lifeless!! very very mo ye jou ( nothing to do )

other than craping, there's no better things to do.

made a sandwich for baby since he so sweet made me some yesterday.
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Ps :

baby's not gonna come school tomorrow and i didnt stop him! x) because i know school days been uber BORED! so atleast at home he'll get to study himself..

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heard from few of my friends that school is organising some trips to melaka, genting and also belajar sambil melawat/memakan Domino's pizza. ( makan sambil belajar di Domino Pizza is weird! ) =.="
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anyway, some were planing to go melaka, and some said genting, but no1 said Donimo pizza.. who would have go? it's after PMR! xD and i wanting to go Melaka, though i've been there quite a number of times already. A few of my friends were going.. how? Genting is surely not gonna go, wanna follow baby go. x)
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hmm... 51st Merdeka's over! Guess how i celebrated it?
i went to bed earlier, before 12. xD because i dont feel like celebrating it. Kidding!
because i were too lazy and bored. x))
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kay la, i guess i'll end here.

gotta snore later!

adious! Pao.

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Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray,

I haven't done this in a while,

So I don't know what to say but,

'Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big old place',

Yeah, I know there are more important things,

But don't forget to remember me (2x)

opps! O.o

my mom's gigantic tights. xD

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woot guys! sorry for ditching my blog for like 4526182 days.. =/

i've been what to say, lazy to blog..?

and i've got really not much to blog about last few hols.

other than attending tuition, i am seriusly been lifeless studying and rotting at home.

didnt go for shoping, or hang kaikai at all. @,@!!

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start of with months ago..

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my dog is Pregnant!!

yesh~ i dont know who the heck did to her..

she's been let go freely than come back pregnant.

My Desperate Bitch. xD
and wanna know something?
she became more fierce and her tits grew BIGGER! D: lol!

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As for the Holidays..

Lifeless studies, Tuitions, and Rotting.

i sudah Berkarat.. 0.0'' LOL!

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The Day..

Finally i've got atleast something to say..

KP brought me A SiewPao xD and some bread with tuna!

For the very first time Tuna is nice to me. x) ( i use to dislike tuna ok! )

Than, went for tuition, Mun yue, Shane, Scott, Benedict, Lots more were fun.

At least get to concerntrate and also get to have fun in between the exchange subjeks.

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Well, were really sorry for the lack of updates.

So, will update.. may be next time ( dont know when =b )

chao! hope you enjoy this..

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I'm yours - Jason Mraz

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open up your mind and see like me,
open up your plans and damn you're free,
i look into your heart and you find Love love love love..
listen to the music of the moment people dancing which just one big family...
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your beloved Pao!

Tagged

tagged by dua orang specialku~ Mun Teng and Xingxing (:

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1. What is the most unique thing in your room?

` Something i got from some1 speciall. x)

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2. How many CDs do you have in your room?
` plenty..
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3. Have you brought your lover to your room?
` nope, but wanting.. xD *and Dont Think Dirty!*
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4. What would you do when you're alone in your room?
` haha! you woulden imagine what i'll do.

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5. Do you talk to yourself when no one's around?
`yes.. all the time.

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6. How many pillows do you have?
` i got... 4 ( i think )

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7. What's left to be perfect for your room?
`nothing much, but somehow i want a nicer room!

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8. What's under your bed?
` erm, some memorise, fishing rods, dust bunnies.

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9. Do you like sharing your room with other people?
` ofcos not! and i've been force to sleep with dat pig ( sister )!

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10. Do you lock your door?
` Door lock sudah rosak dont know how many months ago.. so NO?!

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11. (Refer to Q1) Who gave you that unique thing?
` My beloved baby x)

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12. (Refer to Q6) Would you hug your pillow when you're thinking someone you love?
` yesh! bcos it feels like his there.

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13. (Refer to Q3) When's gonna be the next time you brought him/her in again?
` i dont know, he haven even came in yet!

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14. (Refer to Q9) How many people do you prefer to be in a room?
` dozens! though mine is abit too small, dozens of bestfriends will be perfect for a sleepover!

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15.(Refer to Q7) If your enemy fulfill the thing that you want so badly in your room, what would you do?
`i'll give something back to her that she wanted it so badly!

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16. (Refer to Q10) Who would come in your room without knocking?
` usually, siblings and dad. ( mommy dont knock, she's ganas! She Bang XD )

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17. (Refer to Q5) Have you got caught before while doing something private in your room?
` hmm.. yesh yesh!! as you know my mom dont knock. there were once i were doing something "private" my mom suddenly Bang came in and i shouted MA!

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18. (Refer to Q4) Who will help you to cure your lonliness besides doing that?
` calling kp, listening to radio, act like jakon, jump like crazy? and... err.. alot?
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19. (Refer to Q2) How many of them are pirated?
` all of them. xD ( i'm not rich you know )
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20. (Refer to Q8) What is your reaction when you find out that's 'someone' under your bed?
` i'll first thing SCREAM! thn i'll run out of the room and shouts "MOMMY!!"
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21. Describe your Dream Room.
` must be comfortable, nice, suits me, bright!, alot of soft toys, and still will be cooling without air-cond.
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22. Nice-looking room but not that comfortable or Very comfortable, but not that nice. Which one would you choose?
` Very comfortable, but not that nice. ( Room must be a comfortable place! )
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23. Tag 5 people that you think they love their rooms

• Parvin
• Wei Jean
• Felicia
• Pok
• and those who love their room.

well, i dont love my room at all! cos i find my brother's room is way more comfortable. xD