The Little things that made life great

Bryan Loh!

Wow, i cant tell how sweaty i went after all the dancing. Anyhow, i'm here to announce that I'M SO SO SO OUTDATED! Gosh! It's so embarrassing when i didnt even know IP Man 2 is already out. So does Iron Man 2. I want to watch! :(

Talking about Iron Man,

Vincent did something very bad. HE LIED TO THE PEOPLE HE FFK'ED! ahahahaha! Funny how the story went. I'm backing the one for FFK'ED and LIED by Vincent. Vincent so bad right? XD Hahahahaa! Dont blame me, Who ask u to lie? You could have just tell the truth. They wouldnt be so mad.

Well, after HSM3, now i'm addicted to this song, innocence - Avril Lavigne.

Innocence - Avril Lavigne

I found a place,

 so safe not a single tear,

The first time in my life,

Now it's so clear,

Feel calm where i belong,

I'm so happy here,

So strong and i'll let myself be sincere,

I wouldnt change a thing about it,

This is the best feeling,

time had reach it's limit, where i have to let go.

Please blind fold me, and guide me to the right place where i belong. Where people are always there to lean a hand ; the fantasy which i dream almost every night. If it only happens...

Well! Hello hello hello! Guess what, i'm here to post a birthday post which have been long since i last post a birthday post. :D hahaha.

Diane Sim!

haha, bet you'll laugh Diane though i know u hardly come to my blog but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I only get close to you this year. Honestly, i use to think you're very scary. Even though we're from the same primary till now, i never really talked to u until this year. Right? Hahaha. But now i know, you weren't scary at all! & abit blur at times also. I cant say i know u very well, but at least we talk more thn we use to be. Lol!

Shannel Chee!

I know i always write ur name with the extra N. But now i know, it's SHANEL! hahaha

It's been 1 year we've known each other. I know i always ask for tissue cause of my running nose. & i always forget to bring mine but atleast at times i'll bring mine. hahaha! & you use to be santa claus in class giving out sweets all the time. Hahaha, we're not so close until form 4 when we're in the same stream. It's fun talking to you because practically, you laugh about anything & your laughter will jangkit to those whos sitting beside u. Hahahaha! Me, you and Megan the bising ones in tuition class until teacher have to indirectly tell us about how Megan use to be so quiet in tuition until we two came along. Lol! However, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANEL CHEEEE!

Shauna Voon

I still remember when we first met was the time when we're form 1. I made the move asking you to sit bside me. So daring la me! hahahahaha! It's funny flashing back the old times. Now we're in the same bod! Hahaha. Anyhow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY EDITOR!!

Last but not least!

Jacqueline!

I know u'll be scolding me when you see this post. I've got no choice other thn curi ur profile pic from blog. I dont have a duet photo with u. XD

I knew you since form 1! When we have ironicly bump into the same class. You're a truely understanding friend. Even though we dont talk much but whenever i share my dirty little secrets with you, you'll know the exact way to make it up to me. I'm so glad i've met you! Hahaha, thanks for the little things you did and gave! <3!! Anyhow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQ!!!!!

Well, that's all guys! It's a long long birthday post.

I want it that way - Westlife

A band whom i love!

Signing off Siewman.

when the fireflies led up the room

this picture is awesome! <3!! hahaha

Btw, Picture credits to Loh Chung Meng, Han Jin, Shauna, and those photographer of the day. XD That's all i wanted to say. hahaha, Oh wait, there's also 1 thing..

I'm actually loving this song after IR.

Can i have this dance - HSM3.

With siewman signing off

It must have been the way

It's wasnt bad at all. :D

I cant deny, LEO IR was great! Specially the light dance/performance. Whole time was very enjoyable. :D Though i did something too very embarrasing + stupid, but it's all worth it. Atleast now the balloon that had hidden inside me had finally bursted. Feel much relieve.

Honestly, if i were to write about that night, it'll definately be the most longest post i've ever written, so i guess i'll just kept it and post some picture. XD Btw, something more embarrased..

Click to enlarge cos im hard to spot.

So embarrasing i tell u. First time getting up there for best dress. But i aint as stricking as iQan whom stood with me. XD His the undertaker. lol

i like this pic.

Well, that's all i'm gonna talk about. Other thn that, Oh!

My date for the night. Well, it's fun! Hahaha, The slow dancing was akward but after that, i danced with Guo Hao. Sorry. XD It was fun dancing with Guo Hao cos he like banging ppl around. XD hahaha

But overall was fun though

Chong xhee kee got her own time with her special someone which almost the whole school knew about it.XD Anyhow, i <3 dancing with u! :D

ps :

You're the Greatest person i've met. I hate you because i still do care. Anger took over me. I take back all my words about you. I realize i've been dumb for being the different siewman. I shall not change. I never regreted, because you lays the best memories in me. It feels much relieve after i took the last step. Now that i know, i'm moving on without doubts. (: Your smile still do light up the whole town. :D

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

The silence isn't so bad,

Till I look at my hands and feel sad,

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly.

piece of sweet in sour

Urgh! Stupid idiotic facebook that i cant get in. I have no idea why. It use to be so smooth going into facebook. Few clicks and there i am doing something i wanted to do. But not today. I used a different comp just to get into facebook. Seems like today just aint the day. Anyhow, i'm not here to blog about facebook though i do have the intention to screw fb upright downleft. lol

2ml's I.R. I'm not denying that i'm actually nervous about it. For some particular reason this time, this event feels more alive rather thn all the pervious one. ( i wont mention what events as it could turn out to be a sensitive issue ) lol.

& something strange! I'm back to basketball (again) because i have a bsb court way near my place. Walking distance within 5 minutes. It's been ages since i last go for a real shooting and thru that hopefully i'll get to grow again. It's not so chunted being my height. Dont be stupid, i'll never call myself short but i'm just not satisfied with my own height. Like the ceramah speaker said few days ago, "get all the negative thoughts away from your mind". I am doing that now. XD

Talking about the ceramah, that speaker was good. He's essence was awesome! Honestly, i adore those ppl that could speak the english properly with the uk essence. Not just that, that speak actually give out RM10 to people who answer some question! Everybody's attention was widen when he pulls out red coloured note out of his wallet. How generous of him right?

Unfortunately, the 2 of the lucky student got the money with wide smiles not me :( ( Guess my luck aint that good )& i was insulted by the speaker. He pronounce my name siew "man" as in the lelaki, man! My face almost turned red after that happened. Hahaha, his good in catching our attention as you know our level of paying attention to them ( teachers, speakers, boring ppl ) are very low yet he still manage to make us concerntrate to him.

But KABC classes didnt manage to get in. Dont know why only D - H class need to attend. May be teachers are indirectly telling us that we arent respecting them. =/ and i'm not so sure if I J attended the ceramah. Well, thats all guys! I dont have a main point today, just crapping what's in my mind to prevent my blog being dead. lol.

Make a wave - Demi and Joe
Just a pebble in the water,
Can set the sea in motion,
A simple act of kindness,
can stir the widest ocean

dont say words that breaks my heart.

suddenly i feel like laughing, so i'm posting this.

which is real and which is not? XD Spot me? there's 3 alive ones.

my usual sampat family.

the azhar's creation. lol

Guess it's who and who. XD

a super cool photo. not that funny but it's cool!

a heartfull of surprise birthday party. And my room was like a dumpster. lol

the swimming incident. rmb vanessa?

this seems to be like my memories reminder. hahahahaha. That's about it. XD bye now. Goodnight!

i've been sleeping on the cloud above my head

It's seems really hard to look for a song to listen to when there's nothing in your head while the radio played tons of songs over and over again but yet you can't think of what songs suits u best at the current situation. You know, the feeling that you want to listen to one typical song but just couldn't get what's the song. lol

I've got this all the time. Anyway, i'm not here to talk about this. I'm here to actually tell you something that you would be surprise of.

Do i look like the type who enjoys reading novel? Actually i dont. I've never really read a whole novel before until recently i find myself have really ran our of things to do & i'm stuck with this novel.

People really do change when they have the chance to. Look at me for example, when i was young, i barely want to stay at home. I rather run out of the house enjoying doing silly things with cousin. Staying in my grandma house is everything! Playing hide & seek, acting housewife/mother all sorts of thing rather thn staying at home.

but now? I can honestly tell you i'll rather rot at home to enjoy the rest of the day doing nothing than going out and get all tired out when i reach home. I did change alot compare to last time. I never read a whole novel book and i have already did it!

I'm waiting for more things that i myself would be surprise in doing. Something i nvr dream i'll be doing. Something fantastic and super! :D I'm waiting.

bsb - drowning.

Ironic

Let me explain a story and you'll how Ironic and Crazy things could turn out to be.

It was yesterday how my luck turns upside, down, right and left. If i wasnt mistaken, it happens during the evening right after my niece fast asleep my mom called and was told to take out the chicken from the soup in case it gets sore and soft which wouldnt taste that good. So i took it out of the soup and left it on a plate with another on top to cover it.

Later i went back to my room to continue my story book since i'm really into it. Got noticed by the electrician who needs to come by for fixing, i went down to open the door for them. Than that man realize and shouted telling that there's a freaking CAT sneaked into my house & my chicken's breast is already half gone case.

I was so blur'ed i called my mom to ask what should i do but before that i already told my maid to throw it away. My mom screwed me upright downleft for not taking care of that chicken. Than she shouted at me saying to give it to my pet dog. I gave half and another half the next day.

I freaking CURSED that freaking cat for sneaking in to my place and ate my freaking chicken before i have the chance to! I even said i'll freaking poison that cat when it sneaks in again! Will freaking kill it! & that wasnt the worst part. The worst part is my dad freaking took my phone away for failing moral! For goodnessake! It's only MORAL. I dont know why he complains so much on that subject that he cant stop lecturing me over and over again for so many times.

Anyhow, as i was sayin' that cat was really annoying! But sadly, i found it dead just now about 20 minutes ago. It was dumped ontop of the rubbish bin the corner of the road few houses away from mine. It stink badly but i wouldnt have realized it until my mom told me. She said it was killed by some kind of heartless human using a brick. The brick has a splat of blood on it and my mom said she realize the dead cat since the afternoon.

How ironic things could get right? The day before i was actually cursing and cursing over that cat even this afternoon when i was out with xhee kee i'm still cursing over that cat and ended up it's death like half a meter away from my house. I can honestly tell u that nomatter how i much i curse, i wouldnt dare to kill a mammal like cats, dogs those living like things unlike mosquito (comfirm i'll kill) and fly(not so as i'm not the fast).

It's SUPER disgusting and vomit-like to look at that dead cat imagining how that ASSHOLE killed it. Even my mom will only say wrap it alive and throw it to Puchong so that it wont come back. She said she wouldnt kill it but for me, i think i'll whack that cat nicely only leting it go. But still i'll never dare to kill it. Imagine how cruel and human which could think can be.

May be i think too much, but it's scary in some way. =/ Thats about it. Bye!

You only thinks your way which is already the PASS!

Can't you think about me AT TIMES?!

It's over!

Wow, i realize it has been really long since i last blog. Didnt really have the motivation to blog.. Honestly, i thought of closing my blogs. But too many memories in here d lo. I guess i'll just stop blogging till one day when i feel like blogging, i'll come back to this blog. XD

Hmm, lemme see what event have i been to..

BOMBA CAMP
CF CAMP
INTERACT'S INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY
(something sad happened on iu, dont want to mention) :(
Atleast there's something possitive, my stress over iu is over.

Anyhow, that jerk who did it will really get what he deserve. I hope he'll get crush by a big lorry or got biten by a mad dog very badly or even something more evil. Hate those jerks who wants to do something bad intentionally. LIFELESS JERKS!

Yes, i am angry & i dont need to explain what happen la, cos most of u knows about it.
I'm here to let my feelings out. XD

Let's see what's next on my list..

SPORTS DAY (usual)
LEO'S IU NIGHT
CF RALLY
INTERACT PASS DOWN
Thn it'll all be exams exams and exams..
Woot! almost forgot, we still got..
MPT 5 & 6!

Well, thats all peeps.. Malas want layan my blog d. Since it's already so dead.

Ps: i know why are u mad already.. but i can do nothing about it. I cant control u.