you're a lighting bug

you're the lighting bug in my dark.

Protected me and kept me warm.

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Someone once told me, to heal a scar, you'll need a person.

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I guess, i understand it now. :) I dont feel the "heart-ache'ing" feeling when i read some particular blog now. I feel free.. Everything has it's starting point and also their ending points. When things get started, you'll be expecting it to end one day. Life's like this..

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Congrats, you are dumb. ;)

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Astro On Demand!

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I'm addicted to Astro On Demand!

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Question : wth? You got astro on demand?

answer : ( proudly said ) yess!! I got astro on demand! Wee~

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That channel is really dam nice.. Well, a way to kept me updating with moviess. I dont have to wait for 21569875hours just to watch ONE episode now. I'll just have to move my fingers and press press press the remote controler.. *big big smile on my face!!!*
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Xin tiao - Lee Hom

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

Go through with a smile

( woops... )

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Haha.. Am i getting slimmer or you're just getting fatter? lol. Like what Gustine said during the Fire Drill last Friday

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Gustine : siewman, burn fatss  ( pointing pointing )

Siewman : what.. ( paiseh walked away )

He said all this due to the extremely-hot-sunny afternoon with the stupid BBQ-ed Human Fire Drill.

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Well, i'm not exactly slimming down but  i was actually proud that i've been doing alot of exercises.. ( applause for siewman ) Swimming and poor badminton skills with cousins really do help. Been a good girl studying at home since mid year is in two weeks time. I'll have to duplicate my studies!

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Not to mention i've been really SS this few days.. Not the "camwhore" ss'ness but the "self-praising" type. XD It's been long since i hang out with my cousin and he told me that i'm getting more and more ss. Randomly, i thought of my another cousin. I miss him.. :(

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Owh owh owh, almost forgotten, i've been really sweet this few days and causes to attract mosquitoes. wth? I've got mosquito bites everywhere around my leg and i cant control myself to not scratch them. Now there's those mosquitoes scars. >_>" Dam you mosquito. Imma gonna kill you if i got a chance to. ( off to kill mosquito lol )

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you're nolonger there, flow away~ ( hand signal ) :D

The itchyness

Break Away

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I hate mosquitoes!!! Hate them, screwed them, KILL them! Damn all of you mosquitoes! Just felt like blogging about this, thats all. XD Goodnight, it's 3.15 a.m. right now. Weee~

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Gonna continue tomorrow morning before i head to xhee kee's place. =)

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Sleep tight love!

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I'm back honey! ;D
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I look like this every morning. Was doing some photoshop thinggi.. Anyway, went out summit today and got ffk by xhee kee.. She was buzy due to her ICT projects. Went summit and finally i bought something for Laura ( for her long ago birthday present. ) and a hat for myself. Used like almost RM50 in summit. I'm gonna die man! 2 hours of summit and wasted 50.. ;(

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Finally :)

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Thn went puchong for dinner with family.. Ate

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" ah bo kai fan ": in cantonese

Chicken pot rice : in english

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It was super nice but i dont know how to describe where. I'm poor in explaining something. 8 of us,ate like 5 Pot of rice and 4 different type of soup.. Thumbs UP!

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Heading to my aunt's place for a sleepover. Gtg guys, bye! ( i'm sliming down baby~ ) Goodnight....

Wake me up

Get me out of this misery

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Afternoon love!

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Wth, i just saw a guy walk pass my house with a plastick bag on this head. ( covered up his head ) I guess it's the weather's problem. These days the weather's been up and down. It's was too hot until people can actually go naked in their house ( was being sacarstic ) but it'll definately rain the the evening. During class, i just felt like putting an air-conditioner into my class and a mini fan right infront of me. Seriously, around this time ( 2.++ afternoon ) the sun's too hot until you can feel it's burning on your skin but i can guess it'll rain later evening. Alright end of the topic sun... lol

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Back to school, i spot alot of people got sun burned cause by the sun during sports day. I were the lucky one who didnt get any.. xD Kelvin was complaining half of the day about the pain he's facing. Let me refresh on what he said

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Kelvin : ahhh, very pain a. ( rubs his neck )

Siewman : love bite a...

Kelvin : no, not that big spot.. ( rubs his neck again )

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lol, see la. The cause of being too co-operative into sports day. I was lucky because i stood in front where the shades were but pity those who stands behind + very tall person that need to suffer the sun shining brightly on to their face. ( an advantage of being short )

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Moving on, today was fun in the chem lab. Kelvin, Jason, Gustine and Eng wei were siting behind, beside and infront of me. All of a sudd, Jason said

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Jason : Who tickle my ass??

Gustine : I'm scratching my knees!

Jason : On your way scratching your knee you scracth my ass!

Siewman : what?! ( laughing non stop for like 10 minutes )

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Thn Jason said my laugh can delay for a long period and some said i'm a brain lagger.. Thn Kelvin kena caught by teacher because i was laughing beside him. Owh, there's another conversation that i laughed madly.

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Gustine : second  version ( talking about his dad's car )

Jason : What?! ( turned around look at Gustine ) Second planet?

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This i really dont get it why i laugh for so long. I know it's not funny but i was laughing and laughing non-stop until i can still laugh about it now. You should have seen Jason's face. ROFL! What's wrong with me?! lol

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Did i mention before that my class was sort of a "racist" class. If you're in my class you'll understand why. My class got no Indians. ( not trying to be racist but it's the fact lol! ) Malays and chinese are seperated seats. ( it's very obvious if you've seen my class before )

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i still like this picture!

Not because i took with shiva. LOL!

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&

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Parvin, this is for you.. XD

i got more tend

No i didnt get any sun burn but i've got more tend.

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Hi, i'm currently suffering without maid. I'll have to do house chores by myself now. I'm the one "in charge" of the clothing. Washing it, Drying it and also Folding it. I'll have to ampai those cloths every night b4 i sleep now. It's kind of unusual now cause it's been long since i last do my house chores or even clean my room. But it'll help me to be a better "wife" next time so why not? LOLOLL!

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i dont look nice here but this picture's like so warm.

( if you dont get it nvm )

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How Do You Sleep by Jesse

Sports Day '09

=)

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Screw i.u post! I look FAT~ hahah, dont want to show you. But you'll still get to see it since it's up in alot of most of my friend's blog. x) Let's talk about sukan today!

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Well, we stay in MPSJ till around 11.00. Was planning to go Yc's house one, but thn eugene cant make it there with me + i dont know how to get there. So i went Taipan with other friends instate. Than went summit for movie. After movie, we went arcade cos Gustine and Daniel challenge me DDR. Later that, went window shopping and that's when i saw something i wanted to buy long ago. (if you continue reading it, you'll know)

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Wayne, we took the same photo last year '08! x)

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Blue!

Kok Hong & Gustine

They Dam CUTE laaaa! XD

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Jenn Li, she came for our sports day.. =)

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Yee Wern.

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He look like as if he just woke up right? lol

i dont look nice either.. x)

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But still thanks for taking care of the that day la.

Though it makes me feel very little girl. xD

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Me Ling! My new friend!

Met during pebarisan.. Wee~

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First shot.

siewman : nooo! You close your eye..

Darren : i terrr terrclose so take again.

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Second one.

siewman : good! but i dont look nice here.

Darren : haha

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I think some of you know that i drop RM50 and Darren's the one found it.

Luckily he found it weih!

Thanks Darren! *HUGS!!*

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ahah, poser. x)

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They so cute right?

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I'm almost same tall as kok hong la!

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Shiva! I somehow loves this pic..

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yerr! not fair, i'm the only biru there.

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I think non of u guys realize.

His number was my birthday!

10.17!!

hahaha, fate la Selva fate!

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Wei Jean!

We're both single!

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S.A.F

(inside joke)

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Her signature pose

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Look closely you'll spot me and my funny face.

( click to enlarge! )

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After MPSJ & McD

Sze Jie, Rayvin, Xhee Kee and i went summit watch fast & furious 4.

I freaking love the botak guy!

That show was nice!

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Sze Jie, Me, Xhee Kee

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Attemp to cramp up together and take one photo.

But failed. =/

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Second shot

Can you see Rayvin clearly? LOL!

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DDR with Daniel thn with Gustine.

I look so fat

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Ken Xi

(inside joke)

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I wanted to buy that hat. I found it and i wanted to get it. Unfortunately, i've got not enough $$. Owh owh owh, and i'm looking forward to get a curler.. Mommy giving me RM100 for some particular reason. So yea, curler and hat wait for me. ( ofcos not with 100 buck can buy a curler la, i'm gonna use my own savings too. )

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ps : I've nolonger know who the hell you are. Screwed whatever i said before, i'm living my life.

smileee (: *kichakk*

hello my little sunshines..

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It's been long since i last taken a picture. Atleast i kept you guys updating. lol Anyway, spot my new white shiny PSP? Actually not as new as u think it is. It's my elder sister's just that i havent been telling much people about it. Aint it precious? My love has been companying me when ever i felt bored. It's the only thing i feel fun right now other than tv.

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Hmm, about i.u, so far i got only one photo from my friend. >_> So i dont plan to update about it until i get at least 10 pictures! Not satisfied for the careless me that didnt bring camera to iu. If i did, i think my iu post is up already.

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Moving on, time flies so quickly! Mid-year test is coming in another 3 - 4 weeks. So fast right? I guess now most of us will be like studying studying and studying. Well, i'm catching up with my sejarah, physics and chem. (:

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And sports day is this saturday. Planned to go taipan makan-makan like usual thn to summit for movie. Watch what movie le? I shall check with Vanessa. She watches more movie thn i do.

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Owh, did i mention about pebarisan today? Yep i join pebarisan again this year. Raptai is today, tomorrow and friday. I guess imma gonna go through the smelly shitty field once again. If you remember, last year we went to the smells-like-shit field to do the raptai. And on that day, Marvin and another guy brek dance infront, remember? ( ooo, flash backs~ lol ) And yes, tomorrow we're gonna do the same thing again but not the break dance part la. lololl

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Hope that i wont rain again unlike today because 2ml we're going to the smelly field!!

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-signing off siewman-

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Gustine Bigmouth!

(inside joke)

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But i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired

Candle - The White Tie Affair

Wacky evening!

The sun will always be brighter after a heavy rain

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Happy Belated Easter Day People! Didnt get to on9 on time because i'm really exhausted after i.u. Planned to go yum cha but problem la! Ish.. XD

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Leo I.U was nice. (: I FORGOT to bring camera there! Wtf?!!!!!!!! not songgg, didnt get to go all around to take picture. XD Anyway, once i got the photo from my friend, imma gonna blog about it. I might look fat, may be really fat with the dress. hahahaaaaa

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anyway, smoochieeess love!

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ps : There's always rejections in life and i'm sorry that things turned out to be this way between us.

pss : 2 years passes really fast, see la! It's april already, i will not give up on you! ( you know who you are, no doubts! )

psss : I really need a new blogskin dont i? I kind of think that this blogskin's getting more and more sucky cause the wording aint big enough

Personalities of me

Saw this in marvin's blog, so i give it a try.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


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Today in school was really not my day, 1st tons on homework + tuition homeworks. Than later i had this gastrick that cause me to be "emo" whole time after reccess. I guess after eating the mee hoon soup it got worst as it's really salty.Though i ate 2 small bun in the morning but hell knows why i'm still suffering this gastrick pain.

The gastrick is really killing me in class until i almost cried out! wtf?! Some classmates help alot, they told me to drink Root Beer, Kopi O. They said it can cure gastrick while another friend gave me this soya milk drink. Thank you so much kawans!! Thanks for making me laugh. I really appreciate all of you.Thanks to Laura you guys also for companying me back to class. Specially to xhee kee too, she accompanied me for quite long and she showed her concerned towards me. :)

Any other ways to cure gastrick?

Rainbow Ice Cream Cone!

School's been selling this really nice ice cream cone. Specially the rainbow one which my friend gave me a try and i bought a scoop. XD It's one buck a scoop though it's lesser than the ice-creaman one but it's way nicer! Been eating so much of ice cream these days. May be cos i just love them? XD

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the ice cream looks something like this if you're wondering.

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But only the ice-cream la, not the whole cake.. haha, gonna eat again 2ml! I'm gonna get diabetes like seriously.. Chocolate, ice-cream, chipsmore.. What else? Fatss fatss fatsss, but coulden resist la!

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Btw, about the previous post, thanks to those who concerned.. Really appreciate you all. (: Friends are hard to get yet easy to lose. Learn to appreciate those who's right beside you right now. It's worthy to sacrifies a little of your time and energy for friends, that's what i learn through out all these ups and downs. I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

i think it's sick of us.

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Recently, school's been having a science exhibition, it's very fun since everyone's been supporting. Those who didnt attend that day should have been there. It's really packed with whole form 3s, 4s, and 5s. All of us cramp into that place to see the mentos + coke explosion directed by Pn.Dorris. 1st, 2nd and 3rd floor includes ground floor is also packed with students. XD It's was pretty fun!

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It's gonna be another crappy post of mine, so bare with it if you want to read.

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Things are all getting in our ways, what's infront of me is all piece of crap, piece of junk. These so many rejections come in between blocking our way to achieve something. Some just gave up, some tried so hard and their hope just got crush by someone.. Life is unfair.

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Friends getting apart and not being supportive enough. Judging and complaining about one another is that what you called friends? Where are the bonds we use to have? WHERE?! Because we tend to think about ourself only and became like this shit? Where's the torelation? Where's the trust? What have we become?

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THIS IS ALL BULSHITS!

Not to say i'm being a very good friend either but think of it, non of us are being a good friend after all.

April Fool..

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April fool! I remember i didnt get to fool anyone last year yet got fooled by alot of people. Some said that, a friend of him/her's fall inlove with him/her. So they sort of getting together... I stood there and open up my mouth staring at him/her. Nothing was on my mind accept "WTH?!". Then he/she started laughing at me, and said April Fool! Lol

Well, got fooled by Xingxing and Vanessa big time today. It was during reccess, Vanessa told me that, there's this thing Xing and i wanted to show you. Than, there goes they took out a card and a small little cute rabbit soft toy from their pocket. Then they told me that there's this guy that gave them the card and the soft toy during their Moral period. I opened up the card and it actually wrote "i'm still waiting for my answer to i.u". I was really shock until they told me that it's a fool that they plan since yesterday! Shit you guyss~

But it was really fun, though i'm the one who got fooled i dont know.. I find it really fun during April Fool specially when you get to fool someone. lol Owh, i finally get to fool some people today.. Not much but Xhee Kee was my first victim. Was planning to fool May Ee at first, but than i didnt do it, i dont know why. Still! Happy April Fooling People.