to the great HIM

there's something missing in me.

hey dearest.. =) its been great that u've been listening to me, indirectly telling me the answers, loving me, and also protecting me. but at times, the answer i wanted and expected it to be.. didnt come true. instate of this, i got that? what should i do now? i'm lost, seriusly do. there's something missing. yesterday, when i'm still missing him.. he didnt seem to care, but when i made up my mind, his doing this? i'm lost between the empty spaces. i got really far apart from him. but is the feeling still there..? what should i do?

being single was fun.. seriusly, but when i think back.. being with him makes me happier at times. single feels different, so do couple. when i'm single... i went with friends alot, we're simply getting close back. but i'll day dream bout him. dats the sad part. and everynight, i'll hug the boaster b4 i sleep. i dont know why..

when i'm with him.. i dont have to hug my boaster, but i use to be crazy bout him.. simply in my mind its only him. may be his right, its lifeless as how i can feel now. =) hmm... well, nowadays i bring my smile to everywhere i goes. when i'm with him, i dont even hav to pretend to smile.

but all this is just some fairytales wannabe. realife? face the fact la!! x]

things won be the same when its over, faith? it was just a passing by faith to us. eventhough we're back together, i won be giving the trust. simply lost, if u're there, and i know u are.. pls let me know.. u're the only one i could trust. thank you. ily

glad. [pao]

pls read xing's blog underneath.
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booyah!

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nowadays, about my life style i find that i'm statisfy. x]
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in friends, xing's happy with ... (u.know.hu), vanessa's with ... (u.know.hu), jenn li and ... (u.know.hu), parvin and HRISHI!!!, me, xhee kee, ai lin, munteng all enjoying single life. but i know how xhee kee admire dat fella. hahax! about mun teng, she got her own ... too! x] even ai lin got ... accept for me. =D yea, i'm weird but... nvm~ long story.
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owh!! quited librian~ WEEE~ gonna wear pinafore on tuesday! i wore baju kurung on last friday. and yea, quite a number of them came and asked me bout it. x]
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owh! I LOVE Uncle Kelvin!!! xD he encourage me to study and also let me going for the GAPS! x] thanks to Uncle Sri, Uncle Kelvin n also Uncle Brandon for helping me letting me going for the GAPSS~ hope its nice lo. and xing said she might not be going. =/ i sort of expected d. i duno la. i'm asking YC to go. hope he can make it. x] if cant, i might be going alone as well. i go bcos my Uncles all helped me to go. and last minute says that i cant? nah.. duwan.
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erm... i dont reli hav pictures to upload. sorry ya, it seems to be boringg~ when i got bek my phone, yea! ss times will come! x] kay, gotta off bye!

ps: XING, VANESSA, JENNLI, PARVIN!!! u guys are SO lucky! x]

back~! i didnt got a chance to go for GAPS!! *ish~~* every1 i invite non of them get to go. =/ though i can go by myself but... its like i going alone without friends kindda lonely~ later go there sit alone, tok alone.. =/ hahahax! well, i think of it thn i didnt wan to go.

instate of going GAPS, i went summit to watch GET SMART!

yeap! this show is FREAKING funny i can tell!! x] its worth it to watch. and WANTED

yeap! this is also another PHREAKING nice show. too bad is 18SG! DUN CARE~~ i gonna buy the CD. XD hahax. or pretend to be an adult walking in with the "fake" bf. XD hahahax. WHY WHY?! why isnt it U?? if it is, i'll be watching THIS instate of get smart.

comparism between them~ hahax, OF COS wanted is nicer.. =/ but but.. ish! got so geram when refreshing it back it was 18SG! *HRMPHHH~* hahax, nvm.. i'll be patient wait for the DVD *cetak rompak* to out. x]!! well, i guess dats all about today. =]

ps : To: fel, sooo sorry didnt make it to G.A.P.S~! if there's other event. i'll try to go.

We're meant to be together (:

Xing here (:

Woke up late today once again (i late like several times already) and lucky managed to rush and didn't miss the bus :D.

Then school was the same blablabla and didn't get the malam amal lucky draw ticket again bad luck D:
So not going don't care d anyway d:

Maybe going for GAPS. Not sure.

After school went to Taipan with syg. Went Agefuku (Age-fuk-u? lol) and we were the only ones upstairs felt kind of weird but after a while ntg d la. But somehow i felt like we're little kids there xD.

And syg did this :


Food face of evil! Lol xD. Yeah like small kid hor? d:

Then jln jln ah duwan continue later you guys get bored xD.

Then went school play badminton then come back go dinner blablabla xD.

Oh oh and tuition ytd was fun i tell you. Leaving pen marks on Rodney's neck is fun bwahaha.
And and took pics of hot Qayyum xD.


Shot satu.


Shot dua.


Shot tiga. xP


Shot empat. x)


And shot lima. xD

And i've just discovered how emo i was last time whenever i'm alone.
It's so sad i pity my old self xD.

I'm glad i'm always smiling now and i find it hard to emo :D.

And sm i'm so glad you quitted librarian d:


: Shakira - Whenever, Wherever

simple minded. x]

finally i quited!! finally get the yong sui Pn.Tan out of my face. FINALLY! imma normal student. will be wearing pinafore. will be looking super weird. but ahh, hu cares laa. xD i dont~ dats all!

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sejarah projek is been handed back to the students during this week i think. =/ i have some lil changes to make. and i'll take some lil time to finish it up. i'll be going scul later, than to USJ 9 buying my pinafore. da ugly looking 1. >_> hmmm... owh! ast few days scul time table has change. the day i didnt come thn they change. = 3= thanks to chris, i didnt bring a diff time-table. well~ gotta go. have to finish up my sej. bye.

sorry - buckcherry

i simply adores this song.

i've heard it long time ago.

till today xing reminds me of it.

thanks to her!! ILHER! x]

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http://www.imeem.com/buckcherryrock/music/yNWrBA9I/buckcherry_sorry/

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Oh I had a lot to say

I was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside, it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

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I'm sorry I'm bad,

I'm sorry I'm blue,

I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss,

I love all you're sounds,

and baby the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say... I'm sorry

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This time I think I'm to blame

it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
Cause everything inside, it never comes out right

And when i see u cry it makes me want to die

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[Chorus]

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Every single day

I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!

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[Chorus]

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i'm sorry baby

i'm sorry baby

Yeah, i'm sorry

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lalala~

*Searching for images to put here* xD

Ah i shall put a CFN picture then.


I love her so much ! :D

Oh i'm Xing btw d:

Hmm where should i start?

Woke up with a red eye and it was red throughout the whole day eventhough i put eyedrops like 3-4 times?
Actually it was my fault lah i rubbed it ytd and i knew it would turn red.
Yeah my eyes are sensitive. D:

And and today Michelle babe gave me a sweet from america which is effing nice. And i thought it was greentea when it was ice lemon tea =.=.

It's soo nice omgomgomg. And i soo want Siew Man's mum's mihun it's so frekking nice i've been craving since 234543 years omgomg.

Today a few teachers was absent or either busy so practically whole class bising as usual and we all did nothing but talk talk and talk. (not like we don't talk when teacher's in also la x) )

And i'm not suppose to online cause i told myself not to but i wanted to print out some lyrics so i did and see i'm fs-ing, msn-ing and blogging gosh internet is hard to resist @@.

Ah imma go now feel guilty d cause didn't study ish.

Goodnight everyone (:

ps: i miss you D:

:Aerosmith - Don't Wanna Close My Eyes

felt very lifefull

PAO here~

hey pip.

listen.. there's a story i wanted to tell about me. =)

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here i met this guy.

he is simply perfect!

i didnt know he was always by myside until few days ago.

when i realized his always there for me.

whenever i had problems.

i actually asked for his help.

and everything will settle eventually.

before this, i didnt even think of believing him until....

yea, i guess i needed his help all the time.

he is known as my SUPERMAN! x]

its been quite odd that i didnt actually tell anyone.

i'm sure of myself i'll tell xing. XD

becouse i wanted to share with her. =)

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somehow, whenever i got problems he'll always lend his ear by listening to me.

*thanks for listening to me! ILY~ x)*

yea true dat i cant always see him.

but i know his heart is always there for me. x]

owh.. gotta go for dinner.

brb!

bek!!!!! kay, lets stop this story here

-endd-

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-start with my daily life-

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all start when i woke up in the morning around 11.++

once i woke up, i went n brush my teeth of cos!

as a very automatic reaction i'll do. XD

than, i went n look at my bookshelfs.

GOSH! its lyk...

@#$%&~! (@.@!!) LOL!

so i went n took all my tuition papers out.

and rearange them in a proper way.

thn i started on9'ing. x]

yea, its very common for me.

i played webcaming with mun teng,

talking to kp and also ivan.

till my dad wokes up.

i followed him to taipan bank by bank.

*its a very unusual thing i'll do. (cos its phreakinggg BORED)*

thn went n da bao ah koong fish ball mee!

b4 that i wanted to eat ban mee..

becouse it didnt open, so we went n see da wan tan mee wether issit still open anot.

both having same problem 1 didnt open AT ALL! the other 1 close early. [!!- 3-]

so my dad decided to go ah koong restourant at USJ 9.

we bought 3 packed of fish ball mee.

thn go bek to the shop and eat.

bcos my mom wanted to eat.

so havta da bao.

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owh!

AWWWWWW!!!! ILOVEMYMOMMY! X)

guess wad?! she bought me HAAGEN-DAZX!!!! X)

iloveher.iloveher.iloveher.iloveher.iloveher(x100)!!!!

this is the BERRY 1st time i ever tried haagen-dazs *i.know.im.very.jakonic.now!* X)

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i guess becous the haagen-dazs reminds her those time when she's working in U.S.

OH! haagen-dazsssssss~~~~ x) *sot jo*

anyway, i went mydin today...

guess who i met.

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*thinking*

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CHONG CHIN LANGGG~! hahaxxx

met him at the shampoo place i think~

if i'm not mistaken. x]

while i were walking with 1 bottle of shampoo,

2 colgate and 2 refill body wash. hahax!

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owh well~ i went and bought 2 hundred buck PLUS junk food. D:

why i buy so much?

reasons are...

1stly~

i very very very seldom go "shoping" in supermarket with my mom.

and its been ages since i step into mydin, giant, jusco and also tesco. =/

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2nd is.

since i take soooo long tio go to A supermarket.

why dont i jz buy WHOLE lot of it in 1 shot?!

much much easier.

let me list out my buying list..

hmm... i bought 8 maggies mee CUP & 2 packed *which containe 5 small pack* of maggie mee,

1 BIG BIG packed of roller coaster,

2 bottle of yogurts *counted lil. usually 4!!*

2 bottles of full CREAM milk. XPP

erm.. 2 roll of vitagen.

rebina, coke, pringles, pepsi twist..

ALOTT moree~!

i were "shopping" alone for my junk food while my mom go "shop" for dinner! x]

owh talking about dinner~

i had a FANTASTIC meal with my family member.

not included my bro & sis-in-law which in kampung.

and also not included my sister n her bf which both in U.K

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i've been having a very good time with family today.

owh~ i almost forgotten, i skipped school for the day!

yeap! hohohoho~~ *some sort of evil laughter* xP

i skipped is bcos IM SICK.

dun think that becouse i sengaja aa!

i was actually having a bad sore troat.

thn felt fever-ish.

went n visit the doctor, wad i've been told was

i didnt get any fever.

i felt that way is becouse of sore troat.

though i didnt get, a bad sore troat kept on that way, will cause fever.

so yea, i stayed at home. DRANK ALOTT ALOTT of water.

as i webcame with munteng.

i was drinking water too!

ate a few medicine.*hate it SOOOO muchie!*

its not as bad as before now.

i guess 2ml will be alright. x]

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well i guess dats all for the day.

i think i'll post about me n mt 2ml.

going to study.

bye!

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-siewman-

sorry!

hey pips! i'm sorry for not updating alot of pictures.

one of the reason is becouse my phone got into prison.

and its been awhile for me to go out with friends.

sorry ya. =/

hope u guys dun mind...!

sm n maybe xx. x)

yong cheng

pao here.

all the faces. =/

hmm~ yesterday night all the webcaming n msn'ing was great!

yea! i didnt expected to be so fun. still i had a great time going something and talking to YC!

owh didnt know was kw's birthday. *happy birthday yea~ =)*

thanks to YC, xingxing and mun teng for accompanying me for the night x)

owh well.. i rmb rightt after me n yc talks about the "BRA" near the sofa.

thn xing came n wanting to scare me with it also..

hahax..

its abit funny. its lyk the both sengaja lyk dat. x]

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owh well! today was quite a day. i was wasting my time doing something but not studying. i did study ratio on maths. cos dat chapter i dun reli get it =) thn i on my radio out loud and sang along with it. XD *sampatness me!* and i heard that marvin jelez of xing worrr... wad happen?!

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i went jogging today. for 2 rounds only thn i walked to the shop. ordered some food. after dinner i went back home n started my conversation 1stly with yc. -.-" and the 1st thing he said was..

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` yC - wtH # 12 - Siew man stewwwpiddd sent 6/22/2008 1:36 PM:
abandonedddddddddd
` yC - wtH # 12 - Siew man stewwwpiddd sent 6/22/2008 1:36 PM:
boooooooo..

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actually was thinking of talking to him. i actually did says hi. but we seems to be speechless. so~ yea. i stoped. well~ its also a good thing actually! x) each time when ppl asked. i've got nothing to reply. i jz cant tell how i feel when the actually ask. i know its not their fault by asking. somehow, i jz cant say out.

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i rather tell ppl to ask him. it would be easier for me. x] Btw, i haven even take my bath after the sweaty me. BRB!

(:

Just a short post here as i just woke up and ntg has happened.


Just wanna wish Chen Kee Wei (it's maroon aight not red), babe ku, Happy Birthday !! :D

We've gone through a lot,
There were ups and downs
But despise all the downs we are still close (:
Sorry for all those times i've hurt you
I dunno what's gotten into me
But all i wanna say is i love you, as a very very close friend of mine
And smile more ! d:

W.A.N (: .

Xing signing off~

LOL!

Babi told me to update bout some silly things LOl.

We just had a webcam convo and she wanted to post this:

[siewman] says:
LMAO
* xιиg² . says:
owhhh
* xιиg² . says:
who's bro ?
* xιиg² . says:
i mean BEA
* xιиg² . says:
*BRA
* xιиg² . says:
xS
[siewman] says:
my bro' bra
[siewman] says:
LOL!


xD

We had this webcam conversation then i wanted to scare her by saying got ghost n all that then i spotted something red bhind her so i said there's something red and white behind her and she tot i was talking bout her shirt cos she wore that colour.

Then she moved a bit then i saw it was a bra which is red in colour xD.
So i wanted to said "who's bra" *refer to convo i pasted xD.
Then sm started laughing like shyt after my typo. xD

That's all and oh oh go check out some vids from Mad Tv thru youtube d:

Xing signing off~

Prawn mee. xD

Eyy (: . Xing here :D.

Please do read siew man's posts sorry i go update then your post is below ): .

Hmm lets see..
Forgot what i wanted to say cause was on webcam with sm xD.

Let's see.. today ntg much happened, just like every other day.

Went padang cycled around and almost bang cars because of someone and hmm went to petronas, ate prawn mee for dinner and ntg else. xD

Okay why am i updating lmao.

Zzz.

Ah feel like putting an old picture here dunno why.


I miss those times we always go to Taipan D: .

Kay chao. Have a nice night (: .

p/s: i want to see you smile and laugh like the way you did.


it's hard finding a pic that have you smiling you know! so i use this pic cos you were going to laugh and i rmb we were jakun-ing in tuition that time and i drew


yeah this. xD

(:

: touch my body - mariah carey
xD

thanks friends

thanks guys. like u guys said. nolonger i'll forget bout it. =)

its true, its reasonable that i should.

i'm jz weak on dealing with this situation.

all the reasons he hav gave, all the excused i've made.

its all jz a history i've been through.

well~ friends, those close ones, those who jz met ones.

thanks for everthing.

the concern, the care. =)

love the way i were, hate the way i am.

i'll try to. i'll stop being 1.

dont need to worry bout me actually.

i'm alright. its just that i've became emotional the other day.

thanks pips~ x]

siewman

open day

thou it'll be odd.

but u're always the special ones for everyone. =)

smile~

paopao here~

so i guess those naughty ones got screwed up for open day huh?!
yea, same goes to me.
i didnt believe that pn.shanta actually complained about me! D:
few days b4 open day she was telling our class dat " i won complain bout u unless ur parents asked".
MY ASS! my dad din even ask about anything she jz CRAPED it all out!
even bout my hair she talks about it.
chin ling got even bad results thn me still she complains bout me not chin ling.
WHY~?!
guess wad she complained bout me.
1stly, bout my results.. yada yada yada.
thn, bout my hair! this wad i mm song about! WTH?! she told me dat pn.UNG said all this and she havta tell.. =.=" i can bet i'm not the only 1 hu got hair problem~!!
lastly, about how i owis not in class..
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SEE~! wad i saw in my dad's faces was lyk..
WTH?! no more outgoing. nomore phone. and go cut hair!
*deng deng deng deng~~* WTF?! i didnt expected to cut my hair.
but luckily, after i reach home. ntg happens! XD
i'm lucky. *thx for everything (i won say to hu. i'll know it myself. =])*
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thn, after my emotional day... i went back and had a LONG LONG nap.
from 3 i slept till 6.
once i woke up.. i smell McD! D:
WTF?! my sis. bro, sis in law ordered MCD!!! and din ajak me. WTH?!!
i was so pissed! thn i went out luckily my mom got cook. XD
curry fish head *i think*, udang~ XDDD ILyaaaaa~ and some vege. =]
owhhh!!! i had an awesome dinner at the shop.
PLUSS! its FREE~
from my mom's fren.
they bought those seafood, my mom cook them for free.
thn they belanja. WAKAKAKAK!
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thn i went summit with my sis, bro, and sis in law.
we went thr to buy some necessary stuff.
and went to the cinema. wanting to watch kunfu panda.
somehow, end up watching the incredible hulk~

the starting of it TOTALLY SUCKS!
bored lyk hell.. i was thinking regreted buying this movie. =/
till the almost end, the part they fight! XD
LOVES that part! its the best part of the whole show only. *still prefers kungfu panda!*
LMAO~
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after that show, i was exhausted cos of the bladdy cold cinema! i was wearing short sleeve and short pants. luckily didnt wear sleeveless.. =X
i was having a terrible flu while watching the dump movie.
thanks to my sis-in-law giving me a packed of tissue. XD
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righttt after the show, without bathing i jumped onto my bed n started snoring. XD LOL!
yea, its tiring after a movie till 11.++.
the movie started at 9.15, mostly end at 11.++ i'f i'm not mistaken.

and almost forgotten, i bought a LOVELY shades! XD for RM9.90 =D.

cheap n nice. but i know it'll broke easily.

i bought it for fun.

cos passed by and spot the lovely shades.

*soory no pics. will SS soon*
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owh, did i not tell u dat i went for games in the arkade.

its been awhile i didnt step into that enviroment.

it was great feelings.

i play n jump like i'm some kind.

the feeling is indescribable. XD

i've played 2 rounds of the dancing game. *da 1 we have to use leg*

with 4 - 5 stars each round.

thn i played the one dat look like o2jam. for 3 rounds. XD

wasted abit of $$ there.

but, it gets to release how i feel thr. x]

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so, i'm glad dat xing could actually update already! XD
*yea yea!! i rmb the part the muscularr chest looks lyk boobS~ LMAO!*
well, i guess dats all bout today. buhbaiii~
*i'm desprate for wan tan mee, somehow...*

byeyah!

from siewpao

*imy, are u ok?.*

*somehow, thrs always a 17 i spot.*

Craps.

Oh lol~

Xingxing here :D

Feels good to blog again after quite some time. I'm sharing a blog cos i'm too lazy to update if i had one. And this blog sharing idea just suddenly came up to my babi's head so oh well (: .

And yeah tuition was damn fun, like sm already said. *and sm u rmb the muscle that you said look like boobs? xD.

Hmm where to start..

Oh yeah today was open day/dooms day.
I actually asked my daddy to came although i'm like sure i'm like dead?
But it went pretty well (: .
And Soo Li's dad scolded like few of us like it's his business =.=.

Oh my bro's walking up the stairs and he's wearing a Fila shirt which is black and green in colour and i love the colour combination and i know babi loves it. Okay why am i saying this? =.=.

Hmm after school went back. && i was craving for kai fan a.k.a chicken rice and when i came home guess what i saw at the dining table ? OH YES KAI FAN~ xD
& i was craving for pan mee which i got to eat for dinner :D.
I love food :D.

Ah then after kai fan incident was me sleeping as usual (he knows this xP) .
Then got phone calls from a few ppl, everytime sleeping also kena ish >:(.
Then went cycling using my bro's beautiful bike for the 1st time :D.
But end up have to clean the wheels cos just rained then the road all ah you know lah.

Then makan pan mee then mum go buy eggs omg i'm crapping xD.

Ah basically got ntg already. And i'm addicted to that touch my body song LOL (right sm? xD).

Xingxing signing off~. *sorry no pics, i'm too lazy d:

& Vanessa if you're ever reading this you better watch out ah don't think i forgot what you did to my that day outside of school ! xP

changed

somehow, i adores this picture.

childhood -> lovers -> oldlife -> till death..

their still in love.

wonders how can love actually last. =]

but, somehow.. i thinks dat

each human got double soul.

is wether u get a chance to meet the another half of it. =]

well! this seems to be a very precious feelings XD

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owh! i came bek is becouse i wanted to blog about tuition! and about the sharing blog with xingku~ mua's babi! hahahax!!!! and i'm also here to tell dat i'm might be QUITING librian~ wanted to start a new life with 1st with new uniforms~!! LMAO! was kidding. but i'm serius with the quiting being a librian. lazy wan to go for duty. nid to stay bek till so late.

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thou i nonid to look at the yong sui pn.TAN's face but still. i'm gonna quit before she fires me. WAKAKA! i fire her thn she fire me.. =] well~ about today tuition.. thanks to xing, rodney, and benedict noses! thanks to them. i could actually forgot everything and laugh all i wanted to~ LOVE U GUYS! xing reminded me about the TOUCH MY BODY - MARIAH CAREY. i cant believe it dat she can actually go get it from the brother and save it on her fon. *da part when she sings oh yea! LOL!*

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the next thing u know.. she put it bside my ears and i cant stop laughing.. HAHAHAHAHAHAAX! long story. malas wan explain.. its too long.. its lyk... duno how many weeks ago we've been laughing about that song. and its about the video oso. owh, that benedict "noses"! i didnt know he was such a joker. i was glad dat i've got him to make me laugh all awhile in tuition.

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i realize friends is the 1 owis by my side. thn nolonger, alex came along~ and thanks to his fon, i got to laugh *AGAIN* becouse of his galery pictures. =] he took lyk 20 pictures of his hair.. and when benedict show me.. it looks lyk a video.. XD and dat hair is dat mohawk hair.. i lyk it when it's at sideview.. but when it comes to the front view.. D:! commentless~~

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owh~ imma fat ass now! x] i ate two packed of junk food. and now i still hav those sweets in my pocket. i realize when i reach home. XD hahax.. *not sengaja de!* well~ i sound lyk i'm freaking kedekut.. hahax~~ owh, high yong n isaac was thr oso. we~ lyk rodney, ben, xing, me, alex, another guy, issac, n high yong sitting together laughing n laughing all awhile during the tuition. aspecially me n xing. u shud see how long although it can be only me n her. XD and i realized dat wad kp told me was true. about the kasturi tuition is jz for crapping n talking in class.. XD

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anyway, in scul~ i cant believe dat b4 after scul.. that mun teng go wack my boobs! *OUCH!* with her big/heavy/thick numbers of books! dam freaking pain. guess how she trick me.

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mt : yerr~ they all so bin tai a! *looks at jenn*

sm: wad they do?

mt : u guess la.. they dam bin tai.

sm : hu?

mt : =.=" u think le?!

sm : LOL, i think i know who.. wad they do?

mt : *WACK MY BOOBS* this is wad they do.

sm : OUCH!!!! lmao~ yerr..! pain laa HAHAHAHAHAX

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hahax. well~ i enjoy the crazyness, sampatness, and the fun me n my frens go through. =] i cant imagine wad will happen if 1 day i'm lost without them. :{ owh kay la.. done with my crapping. actually was here to tell dat i'm sharing blog with my bestie xing. and i might quiting librian as i wrote up thr. and also i'll be walking bek for nowadays =] my neighbour + fren follow me. totally super near my hse.. XD

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kay, guess dats all

*i know xing will think dat "kononnyer last time to blog"*

yes la! yes la! i jz wanna tok about the craziness in tuition. dats all. =]

goodnyt pips :]

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i realized, u're not the only 1 hu changed. i've changed too. =)

by siewman

gone awhile

goodness graceous*correct speeling?*!!

how i wish i could do this faces! its so kiuttt.. XD

hugs, cuddles, kiss, and the feeling of warmth..

i miss u.

.

thats rightt! smile to da maxx and show them ur yong sui faces to those who needed. xD

so... what happens happened. *its been quite awhile u didnt say this sentence* =)

i'll stay strong. i'll study for my upcoming big big exams.

everythings alright. i know..

things cant change back. =]

cant take a U-turn.

thr's no time machine.

well. won be blogging soon.

*i've been saying this for ages and i still come bek for blogging*

but.. this time shud be real. i'll be gone for awhile.

to catch up my studies.

to start a whole new life.

to forget all the past i've been through.

well. gonna live my life to the fullest. xD

here's a song i'm really into today.

its niceyy!

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today is nothing special. =)

it's jz a berry usual day it use to be.

enjoy n forget. :)

stay cute girls.

stay cool guys!

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well. enjoy the song ppl.

bye =]

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somehow, everything seems to be fine. imy

by silly siewpao

dear friends.

friends forever.

thanks guys.

for cheering me up.

specially to XING! MUN TENG! JENN LI!

thanks for accompanying me.

thanks for everything.

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to : xing, munteng, xhee kee, vanessa, jenn li and ai lin.

.

thanks for everything u've done ya.

though some of u only asked me how r u.

but u still did notice and care bout me.

ILY PPL! x]

friends forever.

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from : siewman

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day of boredome!

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today wasnt that great. b4 recess i had sc n moral. Pn.Shanta aint in a good mood. the whole class been ask for 1 table for malam amal. DAM unfair right?! ppl duwan go and they paksa us to go. IS FREAKING UNFAIR! Pn.Shanta asked quite a number of ppl go, and guess wad. alot of ppl said duwan.. no1 knows wether its nice anot. PLUS! the food thr... *duwan talk about it* So whr was i. owh.. about this, we were discussing about it for the whole 2 period of sc. glad of it cause nonid to study actually xD.

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continue we had moral! =.=!! da one of my bored subjeks. at least sc wasnt that bad. but not for moral. HATE IT! pluss nid to hantar book b4 recess. no time to finish up i rushed lyk mad. and xing once again didnt hantar.. XD *i use to be the 1 dat didnt hantar*. So yea, recess and bla bla bla...

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after recess i had maths!! yay~~ the chicken lil again. i ate roller coaster infront of her with 5 finger ful of roller coasterr..! And she didnt CARE! dats 1 of the best part of her. we ate finish the coaster rightt b4 she ends the period. So yea, after maths was BM. BM teacher not that bad. atleats she let us talk rightt after she finish up her lesson. XD i and xing were singging some chinese emotional song. english avril lagvine's song, erm.. when u look me in the eyes.. and those we use to sing in class.. plus its quite loud x)

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after BM we had.... sivik yea, sivik.. teacher busy punishing ppl until i got superb bored! till laura told me n xing about the BM exercise book dat we didnt hand back to teacher xP this gave us a opportunity to Ponteng for awhile. we walked her n thr the long way to the bilik guru. and the long way to 3J. why 3J? bcos xing wanna giv back the hairband to parvin. dats all. x)

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thr's some happening between sudharshan and hrishi with the bunch of frens. long story lazy wanna explain it. x[ *it's quite a big case i can tell =X*

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well~ as i were saying.. superbbb lazyy!

so yea. catch up with u later.

bye

[--- signed off---]

finally 3rd month! x]

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---[<3]---->>>

*u got my heart!*

finally its our 3rd month =]

its been a CRAaAaAaaaaaaAziIi moment.

i lovee da ferrero rocherr u got me.

read my letter? XD

hahax.

dun got bored of it.

cos i'm not done actually~

its fun dat we actually get to go bek to the place we've been.

and refresh it. =]

[i heartt u]

.

u got crazy of boredness dont chu? x]

hahax.. too bad la than..

u gonna suffer dat for the rest of the moment we gonna hav.

we've been through sweet, bitter, sour, chocolateyyy XD

all types of tasty taste x)

love it till the end of the moment..

its fun when u play with me when I WAS STILL doing my hw~ XD

made me koyakan the paper n redo the work.

*tak jimat siall! as wad zhenbon said*

LMAO! XD

but its lovely. =)

i miss u. although its jz afew minutes away.

.

anyway, gonna come bek blogging.

brb!

*tuition~*

*toodooss!*

backk~!

tuition raWKSS!! hahax.. i and xing was talking about trisexual n bisexual.. cos of tricuspid valve n bicuspid valve.. ex to memorize!! LMAO! thn rodney n da Noses were stupiddd~ hahax.. wad they did made us laugh giler giler. specially benedict noses XD his kewll.

owh kay~ cut off the craps. i had my bm for the 1st lesson of the tuition.it wasnt that bad la. we did actually last when he said he long time didnt eat kfc. and suddenly he said the last time he ate was... this morning.. =.=" *zha dou right?* hahax. dat was 1 of the funny part.

next was sejarah we got.. OWH!! dat teacher sucks. so serius till me n xing actually can ALMOST fall asleep during his class right infront of him~ *u can c how bored it was* xing told me dat she can hear ppl blabering something but nothing went inside her head. XD

than was science.. as i were saying we were tired till we can sleep during sejarah but not since. LMAO~ 1stly sc dat topic was easy n fun and also very very pevertedd. tricuspid n bicuspid can bcome trisexual n bisexual. yea its been crazy. thrs lot more going on in tuition center. xing jz loves throwing papers to scoot lee *a.k.a hamsuplee*. and i've been disturbed by rodney. owh yea. xing wore the same shirt lyk Noses. and guess wad i said. OMG! u wore the same shirt, same hair, same skin colour n same puberty part. ROFLMAO! yea rightt! how u know? u see his 1 b4 meh? =.=!!!! *got zha*

green me: blue xing

see?! we've been very sakai'ish lately. and very randomful*not sure with this word* too. kay~ i guess dats all bout today.. haven bath la.. byee~ take care. mwah!

1 more day to go. ILY

to : my silly one.

loved.

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hey, one more day to go and we'll break my record! x] ILY baby. its been awhile. we've been through so much. =]

.

how can i actually deny dat i love u? XD

its been lovey dovey~

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form the very begining.

sometimes i jz felt lyk staring at u and only u.

leting u know dat i love u.

and letting myself knowing dat u love me too. =)

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its been a silly moments we been through.

a crazy time we talk through.

a lovable feelings we got into.

i jz love it the way it was.

from : your crazy one.

lovely night =]

hey babes and dudes. =]

yeaa!! scul cfn totally ROCK my worlddd! xD

yeaa.. alott of stuff happened..

alott of stupid, crazy, silly, stuff happens to every1.

which included FUN! =)

here's those pic i SS'ed with all of my frenss.. credit goes to mun teng and also parvinnnn~ thanks to both of their lovelyy phones! mwah mwah! x] hehe.. so to those who didnt go.. nvm, thr's nextt yearr!! hehe..

hopefully it didnt rainn~ =]

1st thing we reach scul...

thxx to xing~~ she helped me tie the tiny *unseen* plat for the hairr...

mwahh mwahh!

OWH KAY~~ wad's with that EYE? hahax..!!

lmao~ xing look NICEYY~ =]

mii look uglyy!

this is much much betterrrr!!

spot parvin? XD hahax.

and spot me plat? pigg taill! suits a pig lyk mua.

lan cness of me! x]

we formed a friendshippP!! =)))


my lovely galfrens! =]


retarded face of mine. LOVE THEM BOTHH!


i spot us for suree! x)

BOO!

hahax.. ss seorang! kesian. *loves my plat hahax*

' 3'


my chingalang~~ pao taii~~ stick~~ =]
hahax.. reminds me of those silly practise times.

with michelle's camera quality. =]

who cares how i look. all u shud know is i love her! x]

yong suinyer siew man ni! XD loves the plat.


howdyy ho~?!!
one of the cfn performances..
EUGENE RAWKSS~~!! hahahax.
he is sooo kewl!

the dance floor's daa best of the best!
in jz 1hr we can sweat lyk MAD!
good way for exercising.. LMAO!

yea~ so i guess dat all about today.

toodoos~~

take care!

So small - carrie underwood

Yeah, Yeah

[Verse 1]
What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open upgo ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

[Chorus]'
Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching forforever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem so small

[Verse 2]
It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the timeit's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong thingstime's flying bymoving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

[Chorus]
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching forforever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching forforever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Yeah, Yeah

cant make it?

simply bored.

so i went back and took a look at the oldest post.=)

i miss those times. =]

*3 more days and its our 3rd month*

AHHHH!!!!!

wad wad wad? wad happen?
OMG! i maight not be going cfn!!!

*to interup this progrem to brought to u by, me!*

(i'm toking to myself all along)

=.="

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yeap its very lame of me being that way~

lol!! =)

owh kay.. let me refresh wad i wanted to talk about...

hmmmm...

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owh yea!

camp fire night~

i reli look foward to that day.

but yesterday or isit the day b4. i duno..

hardly rmb la..

thanks to Pn. Shanta i cant make it.

why cant she jz wait till monday to get my report cards?

after i had fun!!!

YERR~!!!

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if she didnt asked for it.

if she didnt ask me to call my parents.

i will still make it to cfn.. T_T

thanks to her.

but i realize is my fault la..

i'm jz blaming ni.. LOL!

if i gave my parents earlier..

thn these thing won b happening d..

aiyaa... suan bah~

i oso kindda expected that this will happen.

so yea.

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to those who is going cfn.

ENJOY YA!!!!

and i'll be in my hse...

taking the remote.

pressing here n thr..

with the sien face...

telling dat i'm F*CKING SIEN!!!

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LOL!!! =)

k la. i guess dats all.. =]

burp-bie. *learn from lilin*

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ps : i miss kp. x]

owh~ tonight football match~

holan vs. france

&

italy vs. romania

*MAN~~~ i got addicted by kp.. OMG D:*

BAD LUCK!!

uhhh! bad luck.. so so so bad luck! today and also yesterday.

man i dont know wad's going on with me.

rightt yesterday i got a SPECIAL! hit from my sis using a bag dat contain a botol inside.

right away my nose bleeded.. OUCH~!

until now, 4.02 PM, 13 june 2008~

my nose is still not cured.

.

okay dat was wayy better thn this la..

i got hit by a soft ball~

the baseball which the uses the soft ball to hit?

u know?

yea. got hit by it..

OMFG!

i almost is a ALMOST black out.

dam freaking pain didnt u know dat?

try to imagine la.

got hit by that ball. =.="

.

guess how does it happens.

all started when i wanted to be the hitter.

i got 2 stike already.

fed up. so i use my strength and hit dat DAM ball.

terbalik i gues the ball loves me too much.

i got a hit from it.

the said i did hit the ball.

but the ball came bke to me by i duno how.

now there's a bengkak on my right end of the eyebrow.. T_T

man i'm dam dam bad luck today.

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and last few days i was busy SICK! for the projek.

teacher told to redo.

and i hafta rebind.

rewrite.

and she hafta remark..

dat day was dam dam dammmm busy day.

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but some how, i got luck for a few things.

got a bet with kp about footbal.

1stly i lost.

thn i won. X}

hahahax, *cheated* =P

i felt lyk having another bet with him~

ltr i'll go ask. =)

k la. i gotta go.

jz wanna blog about this.

toodoos~~

gotta sleep. x]

tag

thanks to my LIL "dearest"(konon) friend MARVIN CHONG aka squirrel boy! i hafta do this =.=""
Survey ini perlu dijawab dalam Bahasa Malaysia.(sien!)

7 fakta tentang saya:

saya? 7 fakta? =/

~ saya yang di ketahui ramai sebagai seorang PEMALAS =P

~ suka menganggu kawan baikku. Soo Xingxing *babiku~*

~ sentiasa tidur seperti babi..

~ suka bercakap lucah dengan laura, sooli, xingxing, esther, dan jacqueline.

~ sedang menhadapi penyakitt sesemaaa T_T

~ suka sangat tidur di kelas masa pn.looi looi dan juga digelar sebagai kecil ayam. x]

~ entah mau cakap apa dah. =.="

7 perkara menakutkan saya:

~ lipas!!! babi saya bencikan nyerrr.

~ Pn.anggur apabila saya tidak mengepit rambut saya.

~ perasaan bapaku~ yg akan mengambil kad laporan saya~ TT

~ semasa sayangku marah kat saya~

~ 'pimple'!

~ apabila malam-malam belaka berjalan seseorang..

~ eantah apa lagi. =]

7 lagu buat masa sekarang:

~ ambil satu 'bow' -Rihana

~ pergi saja perempuan - Neyo

~ macam mana setuju - Frankie J

~ tengah malam botol - Colbie Caillat

~ selamat jumpa - Mariah Carey

~ paling manis perempuan - Wyclef Jean Ft Akon

~ tiada udara - Jordan Sparks & Chris Chocolate

7 perkara yang selalu saya sebut:

~what the hell?!

~farkk!

~what chu doing?

~dam mm song la.

~HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHHAX

~u know what?

~ eh eh eh!

7 perkara yang amat bernilai:

~ LKPku~!! x]

~ sekeluarga saya. =]

~ telefon yang telah dirampas oleh bapa saya TT!!

~ komputerr saya.

~ rantai tanganku~

~ webcam yang saya biasanyer webcam dengan cintaku~ XDD

~ udaraaa~ *beritahu saya bagaimana saya hendak hidup tanpa udara~~~*

7 “pertama kali” dalam hidup saya:

~ pertama kali saya dihentam oleh bola lembut (KONON!!!! LEMBUTTT)*softball in baseball game*

~ pertama kali tidak tidur pada malam apabila saya 6 tahun~

~ pertama kali saya dapat F! dalam bm dalam hidup saya!! D:

~ pertama kali saya jatuh cinta yang begitu dalam kepada seseorang *lkp* =)

~ pertama kali saya masuk sekolah menengah pada tahun 2006 yang sangat 'nerd'

~ apabila saya pertama kali main 'roller skate' yang dibeli oleh ibubapa saya, saya pokai entah beberapa kali dah. XD

~ pertama kali menungal basikal yang dibeli oleh ayah saya, saya PK dan basikal tu rosak giler gilerr..! hahax!

7 orang yang bertuah! wakaka~~~~~~~~~

-mun teng.

-jade.

-erik.

-michelle.

-ailin

-aina

-jiawen

Go on girl - neyo

hey, i got into this song~ enjoy.

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i can't get it back
But I don't want it back
I realize that
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I just had a slight lack of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, Earl, James, and Jimmy
Yup she had plenty
But love for me she didn't have any
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding, in some other man's car
She was my nighttime, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Won't take long for me to move on
Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
I can't get it back
But I don't want it back
I realize that
She don't know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
I'm in the house thinking she's with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding, in some other man's car
She was my nighttime, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Won't take long for me to move on
Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl
The mistake I made is clear
(We never should've been together)
That's the reason you're not here
(I know that I could do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby I'm feeling no stress
I'm too fly to be depressed
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl
Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry 'bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl, go on girl, go on girl
I'll be fine

duno.

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yea. i'm this expression right now. =)

blurrr...

and u know wad?

i wanted to blog..

but

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butt~ i duno WAD the heck i wan to blog about

jz wanna update it.. =(

owh owh! 2ml i'm going summer splash..

sooo...

toodoooss~~~

adious. bahbaiiii

green eyes.

hey pip. i cant sleep.

so i came bek n blog.

yea.. something to blog about now.

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they said guys got jelez easily.

and obviously the girls understand.

not lyk they nvr been that way b4.

guys know how to jelez, same goes to the girls.

but, over doing it is also a bad thing.*which every1 knows dat*

well,

the problem of having green eyes is

becouse it'll turns u into some sort of creature

which doesnt seem right.

its totally not urself, some ppl get to control it.

but majority of them cant get to control it.

and.

sometime, things too over telling is a bad thing.

cpl doesnt mean telling every single thing to each other.

but i didnt mean to say dat cpl should keep secret from each other.

i'm jz telling dat, things u know it'll make ur love 1 jelez is better not to tell.

or should i say, use ur own way to tell.

if u know her/him well.

u thinks that u shud tell.

go on. no1 is stopping u.

but, different ppl. different cases.

u know she's the type that got easy to jelez..

thn u shud know wad to do.

cpl is more to trust actually.

when u get to put the trust on each other.

jealousy won appear in both.

but sometimes, things shoulden do. jz 4get about it.

close up the file from the head.

jz dun do. =)

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ps: if u dun get wad i mean, jz 4get about it. =)

i'm jz a blogger hu wanted to blog about this.